I just need Tuesday to be done and over with and it be alright.
Can't stand rejection, and the psych threatening to do just that don't help.
mincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
mincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
mincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
mincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
It's individual therapy. 1 hour sessions, it's through the public health care system, I can use it as long as I need it.
My support work (yeah I have a freakin support worker too now) told them about my cult experiences, etc and they bumped me up in priorty to this month, I wasn't supposed to be getting in until March.
Bumblebee, as you know, I've taken myself off all the meds except the Ritalin, because its the only one that helps me without nasty side effects. They are pissed at me because I did this and also that I don't give the meds enough time to work apparently. All I know is the Wellbutrin made me so anxious that in the evening I'd be popping two Xanax tablets at a time.
I took myself off xanax because once you get dependant on benzodiazepenes they are harder to get off of than heroine.
mincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
Wow, thanks guys, this means a lot to me.
I had a support last night (well all morning really lol) that got me through my drunk stoned angry depressed misery. I've survived again.
My psychiatrist might take away all my meds on Tuesday, especially the one that helps me the most. This prospect really bummed me out. He thinks I'm borderline, which I have to admit the diagnosis fits me like a glove. Since he feels its a personality disorder and ADHD is not a mental illness, he thinks I'm being oppositional and defiant and deviant by stopping taking medications that make me feel terrible and anxious and tweaking them so I save my sanity. Guess these bastards like to be in complete control.
All I can think about is this tuesday appointment, if he takes me off my Ritalin Im doomed to have no treated ADHD.
I start therapy finally this coming friday and I'm afraid Ill make a mess out of it too.
hello friends !
my wife, mrs. flipper and i were talking about getting an apostafest together for july 4th , 2008 weekend this summer.
this year the 4th falls on a friday, so it would at least be a 3 day holiday weekend when some may be able to get away !
i am now a junior in college, and i have my own place.
i don't really like having roommates at all.
i just left in the middle of a lease because my ex-roommate was being a pain in the ass.
I'm having problem meeting people that are acceptable association (don't read that wrong, you know what I mean) in my books and that are easily accessible to me.
They are all either toxic (ex. family, people I meet through hospital "groups") or inaccessable (ex. fellow JWDers that don't live near me).
folks,.
with all the information out there, available for all to see; exposing the lies,hypocrisy, and outright ridiculousness (is that a word?..if not it should be) of this whole witness religion, how in the world are people still buying into this?.
is it because i don't have jehovah's spirit anymore?
i'll never forget the assembly in madison, wi.
where some poor sap had to tell everyone that he had become addicted to porno on the net, but through much prayerful contemplation and after confessing to the elders he was able to come to "grips" with it.. good luck to that guy with ever getting a fine sister to marry him.. poor guy.
i really felt sorry for him.
i am so excited about christmas, i've only celebrated 2 since 1978.. i will be having a mini - apostafest with some jwders on the saturday after christmas along with family (even some of my ex-husband's family).
whoo hoo !
bumble bee and memario will be coming from canada and they are also bringing mincan!
Ah, but JK, you sounded the most normal to us. To me anyway I noticed the accent the most in A&W, Noni, and especially Freedom Frog.
I tried not to use the eh, for that very reason. It makes Americans laugh far too much. Personally, I only ever use it at the end of declarative sentence to garner agreement (guess it becomes a question then).
"That movie was awesome, eh?"