I think it might piss my support worker off, as that's her job. I don't want to bother my psychiatrist anymore than I already have inadvertantly.
I'll feel better without any help, that's just the way I am unfortunately.
Mincan
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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Mincan
I just need Tuesday to be done and over with and it be alright.
Can't stand rejection, and the psych threatening to do just that don't help.
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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Mincan
I've got my support worker coming with me, and she does say she will advocate for me. She is just the bearer of bad news is all when she told me how the psychiatrist feels about me.
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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Mincan
JK, I don't use cannabis regularly at all, so long as my ADHD is being treated, I feel no need to, other than with friends occasionally.
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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Mincan
It's individual therapy. 1 hour sessions, it's through the public health care system, I can use it as long as I need it.
My support work (yeah I have a freakin support worker too now) told them about my cult experiences, etc and they bumped me up in priorty to this month, I wasn't supposed to be getting in until March.
Bumblebee, as you know, I've taken myself off all the meds except the Ritalin, because its the only one that helps me without nasty side effects. They are pissed at me because I did this and also that I don't give the meds enough time to work apparently. All I know is the Wellbutrin made me so anxious that in the evening I'd be popping two Xanax tablets at a time.
I took myself off xanax because once you get dependant on benzodiazepenes they are harder to get off of than heroine.
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MINCAN needs some LOVE and SUPPORT
by AWAKE&WATCHING inmincan has relatives visiting this week-end.
he is happy to see them but knows the problems associated with their visit will be hard to deal with.
you see, these relatives don't understand how difficult it is to come out of the cult and move on.
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Mincan
Wow, thanks guys, this means a lot to me.
I had a support last night (well all morning really lol) that got me through my drunk stoned angry depressed misery. I've survived again.
My psychiatrist might take away all my meds on Tuesday, especially the one that helps me the most. This prospect really bummed me out. He thinks I'm borderline, which I have to admit the diagnosis fits me like a glove. Since he feels its a personality disorder and ADHD is not a mental illness, he thinks I'm being oppositional and defiant and deviant by stopping taking medications that make me feel terrible and anxious and tweaking them so I save my sanity. Guess these bastards like to be in complete control.
All I can think about is this tuesday appointment, if he takes me off my Ritalin Im doomed to have no treated ADHD.
I start therapy finally this coming friday and I'm afraid Ill make a mess out of it too.
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How Does a July 4th Lake Tahoe Apostafest Sound in California ?Let me Know
by flipper inhello friends !
my wife, mrs. flipper and i were talking about getting an apostafest together for july 4th , 2008 weekend this summer.
this year the 4th falls on a friday, so it would at least be a 3 day holiday weekend when some may be able to get away !
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Mincan
I am so there no matter what - as long as I can stay at the Hotel Flipperfornia...
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Who else has zero friends?
by tsunami_rid3r ini am now a junior in college, and i have my own place.
i don't really like having roommates at all.
i just left in the middle of a lease because my ex-roommate was being a pain in the ass.
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Mincan
I'm having problem meeting people that are acceptable association (don't read that wrong, you know what I mean) in my books and that are easily accessible to me.
They are all either toxic (ex. family, people I meet through hospital "groups") or inaccessable (ex. fellow JWDers that don't live near me).
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How do people continue to buy into the Watchtower???
by integ infolks,.
with all the information out there, available for all to see; exposing the lies,hypocrisy, and outright ridiculousness (is that a word?..if not it should be) of this whole witness religion, how in the world are people still buying into this?.
is it because i don't have jehovah's spirit anymore?
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Mincan
Some people need it.
Some people are only ready to leave when they are ready to leave.
Some people want it.
Some people do not have access to information.
It's really not that hard to believe. Not yet...
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Moments at the District Assembly You'll Never Forget...
by integ ini'll never forget the assembly in madison, wi.
where some poor sap had to tell everyone that he had become addicted to porno on the net, but through much prayerful contemplation and after confessing to the elders he was able to come to "grips" with it.. good luck to that guy with ever getting a fine sister to marry him.. poor guy.
i really felt sorry for him.
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Mincan
I'll never forget the last one I went to, drunk. I don't remember any other ones ironically.
It would help to remember if the moderators here HADN'T DELETED THAT THREAD MONTHS AGO. THANKS A BUNCH DUDES AND DUDETTES!