If you lived in O.T. Bible times you would have been stoned to death , think about that.
To have an affair to get out of a marriage you went into with your eyes open , and then want to be re-instated to a religion you don`t believe in , just to have social normalcy with family and friends , and then plan to fade ,so you can keep those relationships alive , while at the same time marrying the person who was complicit in your plan to commit adultery , I`m aghast , you are one conniving , manipulative woman who is self indulgent .
As much as I hate the WTB&TS , I hope they throw the book at you for what you have done to your ex and what you plan to do .
If you want to know what I really think PM me.
I realize you are new here ,you may be young ,you may be naive ,regardless of what I have said stick around ,
you are bound to learn much from other people on this board
smiddy