road to nowhere ,I think your being a little bit paranoid but thats understandable seeing you are new here.
Most of us here have been paranoid ,suspicious ,and shit scared of even being on this site lest we are exposed and dragged up before a JC.when we first started to post here .
Believe me its all in our heads due to the indoctrination over the years we have been put through.
It actually took me a few years before I was absolutely comfortable in posting here and on other sites.
The JW organisation is not MI6 or the KGB or ASIO , so dont worry they neither have the resources or the willpower to monitor everybody who are leaving the organisation nowadays .
The only way they have to curb the exodus is at congregation meetings and assemblys or Conventions warning of Apostacy .thats all.
And remember ex JW`s on here are from all over the world do you honestly think they have the capacity or willpower to monitor all of us including the multitude of other ex JW sites ?.......No way.
And welcome to the forum