The truth is that some have actually repented and stopped their bad conducts but have fallen victim to the Legalistic and procedural expediences of the WBTS which makes it very difficult for some to come back in the shortest period of time. For example, some have written many letters, attended meeting but still not Reinstated!
preacherman , can you see a difference between the above and the parable of the prodigal son ?
If you cant, then by all means waste the rest of your life in a cult.
If you can, then by all means get as far away from the WT religion as you can .
First step use ,this forum ask questions use the search option when asking questions and check out JW.facts.
And welcome to the forum.