Wow. This place really makes me open up. I was one of the molesters. I have never said or typed that before. I guess i should say thank you. It feels good in someway. In my own defense, it was not an adult with a kid and no actual penetration occured. Still, I was a big 12 year old, she was nine. Lot's of touching and sucking involved. This happened with two others, just not more than once as with her. Don't know why I am typing this. If some lurker's have these feeling's or are doing these things or suspect's someone of doing it, it's not worth it in anyway. The guilt I have for what became of that girl has haunted me my entire life. I don't have children out of fear of even having the thought. I have no idea how her life was effected, can't imagine it being good, she was subjected to large quanities of guilt afterward's. While i remember some of their names, i have no idea what their last names are. I wish i could send them and i'm sorry letter. I rode by the grandparent's house some years ago to say i was sorry, it was obvious they had moved. What's sad is all i can focus on while typing this is my constant use of "I", this post is about me. That child's life is not about "I", it's about him/her. Leave it that way. That religion is not healthy in any way.
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Were you or someone you know sexually molested by a Jehovah's Witness ?
by flipper indue to the fact there are about 27,000 members of this religion that are known pedophiles, and the information about it is kept in a secret database file, i wonder how many lurking jw's as well as others are aware of the severity of this problem?
remember, it's 27,000 pedophiles that they know about.
what about the thousands that don't get caught?
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1st Anniversary
by golf2 inwhy am i telling you this true story?
because of a wonderful person that i met that has had a positive effect on my life.
over a year ago, my awesome wife passed way, she had melanoma.
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davegod
I can be quite arrogant. That melted me like a laser. Very sweet! Congrat's!!!!
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NEW policy! NO LIT for EX-JWs!
by MinisterAmos init's official; they read the letter tonight that puts forth the new procedure.
if you find an expelled person in the field or are studying with one, you are no longer permitted to give them lit.
presumably the elders make a decision if an expelled one is regularly attending meetings, but only they can give them lit.
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davegod
Pure sillyness! Every laundry mat, doctor's office has them for free. I'm sure this has been said, they don't want people to know the TRUTH. Just protecting their investmant.
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Out of the Family...
by saywhat29 inliterally and figuratively.... if you don't know my story, its the basic "i'm gay and from a family of jws" and lately it hasn't been going well.
i'm still saving up to move out, but that "meeting" i was suppose to have with the elders is scheduled tonight.
it was scheduled tuesday night but i dodged that bitch hard.
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davegod
Seek out some more support. There has to be some kind of help for gay's, they may not be jw's but they would know exactly how you feel. The more people you talk to about this, the better off you will be. Both now and for the future. You have to live with you forever. Love yourself.
I think you would be much better off getting out of there. If that is truly not an option, what junction said may help. Her almost equal hatred of apostate's could act as an neutralizer. As well as providing her something else to focus on, hope if you will.
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What kind of changes would you make if you were the President of the WTS.
by Brain Dead ini'm just curious, if you could imagine taking control over the jws.
as an acting president, what specific changes would you make to .
the organization to make it more approachable, livable and attainable for the general population ?.
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davegod
My old hall had one of those floors that slanted down to the stage. Get rid of everything but keep those halls. First we line the walls and then fill the place with water. Now you can walk thru the lobby, change clothes in the back rooms and go for a swim to the stage. Once you get the stage, (how to put this without it getting removed) let all your fantasies come true! We could have beer night, poker night, Caligula nightyou name it.
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Why do only 144,000 go to heaven?
by Bruce144 injust found this new site, gave up on h2o a few days ago and h3o is a waste of time.. hoping there may be more witnesses here that are concerned about new light hidden by the gb for years, my story is below.
please take your time and check things out.
you people of the world, listen to what i say.
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davegod
Nevermind, too sad
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Why do only 144,000 go to heaven?
by Bruce144 injust found this new site, gave up on h2o a few days ago and h3o is a waste of time.. hoping there may be more witnesses here that are concerned about new light hidden by the gb for years, my story is below.
please take your time and check things out.
you people of the world, listen to what i say.
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davegod
So what's the story here? Only an idiot would try to differ between 2 and 7 when the whole story is preposterous. Was he real? If so, my thought's go out to the mis-guided old man.
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davegod
Blondie, you sayin what I think your sayin?
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HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY SPARKPLUG !!
by juni inhappy birthday decki !!
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love with a big hug, juni .
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davegod
Have a great one bro!
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Is it only me, or is there a definite....
by Stealth453 in....air of sexual tension on the board tonight?.
takers?????
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davegod
Spank me, I'm bad