Jeremy C,
Thank you very much for posting your life phase stories.. however I must confess that in today's instant epitomized news story a person gets lazy and wants quick snappy answers. But in taking time to read and ponder such stories as your own, you realize the details are what helps a
person to see the years of manipulation .What is it that prevents one from entering the waters
of critical thinking ? Early life is love and trust of your parents...teenage years turns more to
fear of punishment , loss of Friends, young adult fear of the evils of the world,then fear for your
children in this evil world. Older yet is the fear of loss of all your network of friends or fear that
all your sacrifices for God (WT) may have been in vain(all above is beyond fear to phobia)
The other side of the coin is apparent rewards , respect and satisfaction having lived a godly
life of self-sacrifice.The more time and effort of years given causes us to reject doubt simply
because it become too devastating to consider ! All ones faith is tied to organization....
faith in God cannot be seen apart from organization. You"ve just" put all your eggs in one basket"
the safest course would seem to turn a blind eye to doubt.. create self-deception .
What you have help me see is the stages and manipulation by means of WT publications that
produce compliance and obedience in varying stages of life . Anything of self is suppressed as
evil and selfish......
as Tijkmo (Ian ) says in one of his beautiful songs...
" They took away our passion
they took way our pride "
All are pride and dignity becomes inseparable from Wt communal goals .
you cannot and must not for a life time suppress your individual talents
and internal flowing or spirit of who you are as an individual
But of all the fear or phobias what is the ultimate one to which we must come to face ?
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
- Nelson Mandela,
Caliber