Hey Michael,
I really am sorry that you are going through this confusion...I went through it too about a year ago, so I can understand how frustrating and disappointing this may be. I have just one recommendation to you: read books on brainwashing such as "releasing the bonds" (can't remember author's name right now), and you'll see that not only is the JW theology a little off, but the psychology that is used is unhealthy. I am a psychologist and I can tell you that being in the JW organization is very unhealthy psychologically.
One more thing: The JW organization DOES NOT believe Christ is God...that to me sounds "Anti-Christ". That is all I have to say.
God bless.