Posts by Bourne

it starts at 4:50. beethoven will probably always be at the top for me but this is great music.. sibelius finlandia: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdzipg3beem&mode=related&search=.

Mozart: All symphonies, Piano Concertos, ditto for Beethoven, Mendelssohn, Dvorak, Tchaikovsky, and on the modern front, selected works by Copland, Holst, ......and, of course the Bourne Movie Scores.....

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"A MAN WITHOUT A COUNTRY"

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since coming to the realization that the jw religion does not hold all the answers, let alone most, the above statement describes me to a "t".

i'm separated from my wife, an almost certain divorce is on the horizon, and because of now being "inactive", with the exception of my family, i have seemingly lost what friends i had.. i can't bring myself to fully embrace "worldly" thinking about many things, yet, as long as i am not an "active" member of the collective, i have no chance of making friends.

in an earlier post, someone asked me the pointed question, "what do you want?

Bourne

Anti-Christ & sweetstuff: You are both dead-on in your respective points. Something I should clerify, though, is the fact of my entire family still being "in". Thankfully, they are not the hard-core type & I have had many good discussions with them individually that has brought me some comfort in knowing that, down the road, I don't think that I would lose them, regardless of what I choose. However, this has been a large part of my indecision. I know, it's pretty sad to allow this to hold me back, but they are a great family and I would hate to lose them. That said, It's MY life and I MUST do what is right for me. (Sounds like a Billy Joel song, doesnt it?)

Bourne

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"A MAN WITHOUT A COUNTRY"

by Bourne in

since coming to the realization that the jw religion does not hold all the answers, let alone most, the above statement describes me to a "t".

i'm separated from my wife, an almost certain divorce is on the horizon, and because of now being "inactive", with the exception of my family, i have seemingly lost what friends i had.. i can't bring myself to fully embrace "worldly" thinking about many things, yet, as long as i am not an "active" member of the collective, i have no chance of making friends.

in an earlier post, someone asked me the pointed question, "what do you want?

Bourne

Since coming to the realization that the JW religion does NOT hold all the answers, let alone most, the above statement describes me to a "T". I'm separated from my wife, an almost certain divorce is on the horizon, and because of now being "Inactive", with the exception of my family, I have seemingly lost what friends I had.

I can't bring myself to fully embrace "worldly" thinking about many things, yet, as long as I am not an "active" member of the collective, I have no chance of making friends. In an earlier post, someone asked me the pointed question, "What do YOU want?" After pondering that question for a moment, the thought occured to me: Throughout my WHOLE life raised in this religion, I was never allowed (or at least encouraged) to ask myself this.

So, I now find myself, wanting to have a "normal" life, to be able to love again, yet, as long as I "sit on the fence" as it were, I will remain in this self-imposed pergatory. As far as a love life is concerned, I have come to a present-conclusion that I would feel most comfortable with someone like ME: sounds cliche' I know but......a "nominal" JW at best, but most likely an inactive one that still feels spiritual but does'nt feel the need to partake of any organized religion.

Is there a way to have my cake and eat it too? Or MUST I make the hard choice and become......(drumroll)......."WORLDLY!".....echo......echo......

I welcome any thoughts or insight on this quandry of mine.

Bourne

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Nov. K.M. Songs?.......Please?.....Anyone?

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