Posts by oompa
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8Oh happy days one of my df sons has been "REINSTATED"!!! and my parents and employees and old friends are soooorooooo happy!
by oompa inhow long do i let it last????
he called my dad the next day and he said it was basically a distant grunt....until those magical words (sorry sparlock) "i was reinstated last night"....and then tinkerbell started spreading her fairy dust and all was well....my son is still hopeful he can still fade and will quickly rattle off to me the short list of successful faders he knows that have a pretty normal life.....i told him i so want to tell dad and my ex and the other most self-righteous ones that he is just like me and figured it all out by himself despite my best efforts to wake him up for years!!!!!.
but that would be toooooooooooooo easy toooooooo in your face doncha think???
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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help
by oompa ini have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.
i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.
it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.
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oompa
weird...it wont let me post now in ie???
i agree elder...he will figure it all out in his own way...it is an individual experience...and he knows i have his back no matter what!!!....oompa
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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help
by oompa ini have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.
i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.
it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.
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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help
by oompa ini have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.
i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.
it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.
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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help
by oompa ini have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.
i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.
it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.
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staying "in Truth" for family--is it worth it?...hyporcrite needing help
by oompa ini have just been outed on this site due to my own stupidity, and lost my anonymity after just a short pleasant while here.
i have been turned in folks, compete with screen name/avatar, by family and i have a ton in.
it is easy to tell it is me, although i never use anyones names.
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oompa
sometimes fading is just not a good option....not was not healthy for me....because if you are a good fader you are always looking over your shoulder....which means you are actually AFRAID of the consequences of of being FOUND OUT OR SEEN by people of some certain religion part of what is supposed to be YOU and YOUR DREAMS...everytime that happens you are losing a part of your very own identity...and now i have the freedom to actually make my own dreams for the first time EVER! my own dream was not even my own....it was a dream "inculcated" into my heart and brain...the dream was to live forever in paradise if you look at the glass half.....the dream was to somehow be good enough that jehovah did not turn me into birdfood with ALL the rest of humanity at humanity at armageddon that are not lucky enough to be Jehovahs Witnesses if the glass is half full
it took awhile...but i am totally free now....im not scared or afraid anymore of ANYTHING related to jw...the price continues to be stunningly high for me...but it is worth every penny....for me that he is will
maybe my son who just got reinstated and hopes to fade will be sucessful...it really does not bother anymore that basically me he loves his friends and family so much that he has suffered through over a year of meetings to get to this point...most know there is almost no chance he will be LEFT ALONE by the elders who so so loathe me and are probably getting scared to death now (since so far after a year not a single jw has QUIT working for Satan/Oompa despite a lot of pressure .....and he is in love and in a committed relationship with a nice NORMAL girl....amaing how much more influence people lacking penis can have on a young jw...thank you bessie....i am counting on her....and she knows a LOT more about JWs now that we are friends....and friends on good ol FB....and have had serious long talks now...and i have assured her as best i can he is really totally out mentally...but she is STILL worried...and now i get to see how my son is going to feel when he has to choose to discriminate against me or not
like yesterday when he went to a segrated swimming pool....that is how i felt sitting in my new baddass jeep unlimited two door i just had deliverted from OK....when i wanted to take him and his gf up to a beutiful mountain lake atop hangin g rock state park...and he decided to go to a big party at his moms....she does not mind to work for her exhusband who has pretty much taken care of her these past 15 years...but she sure does not want me swimming in her JW's ONLY swimming pool with my son and parents and old friends...i pulled up across the street from her house i bought her years ago...the yard was full of jw cars i recognized just like my old parties...i so wanted to just drive around the house...say hi and hug everybody i could....and JUMP in the damm pool with my hot 18 year old ex jw friend me and my boys get to hang out with...dont worry all i have a personal age limit not set in stone of 30 years old...................oompa
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Oh happy days one of my df sons has been "REINSTATED"!!! and my parents and employees and old friends are soooorooooo happy!
by oompa inhow long do i let it last????
he called my dad the next day and he said it was basically a distant grunt....until those magical words (sorry sparlock) "i was reinstated last night"....and then tinkerbell started spreading her fairy dust and all was well....my son is still hopeful he can still fade and will quickly rattle off to me the short list of successful faders he knows that have a pretty normal life.....i told him i so want to tell dad and my ex and the other most self-righteous ones that he is just like me and figured it all out by himself despite my best efforts to wake him up for years!!!!!.
but that would be toooooooooooooo easy toooooooo in your face doncha think???
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oompa
nice catch billy...i was not goin there but ya!...and thank you fat freek for getting it and omg do i miss don martin of mad magazine......oompa
i thought the WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM would get more props than that....lol i could see an entire snl skit series based on that!
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Just having a really good day today.
by LouBelle inthe earth rotated, and the sun perceived to rise once again.
the morning was chilly and i proceeded to get ready for the day.
i still do not have a permanent job, but have a 3 week gig at the moment.
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mouthy...i have a new kingsize there in front of the fireplace...it sleeps at least three :)........oomps
and no i am not joking lol
btw all...mouthy is one of the most very amazing and most alive peeps on the planet...and you can call her for free...and if you dont know how pm mey
love u gracy
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Oh happy days one of my df sons has been "REINSTATED"!!! and my parents and employees and old friends are soooorooooo happy!
by oompa inhow long do i let it last????
he called my dad the next day and he said it was basically a distant grunt....until those magical words (sorry sparlock) "i was reinstated last night"....and then tinkerbell started spreading her fairy dust and all was well....my son is still hopeful he can still fade and will quickly rattle off to me the short list of successful faders he knows that have a pretty normal life.....i told him i so want to tell dad and my ex and the other most self-righteous ones that he is just like me and figured it all out by himself despite my best efforts to wake him up for years!!!!!.
but that would be toooooooooooooo easy toooooooo in your face doncha think???
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FOR NOW!!!! how long do i let it last???? he called my dad the next day and he said it was basically a distant grunt....UNTIL those magical words (sorry sparlock) "I was reinstated last night"....and then tinkerbell started spreading her fairy dust and all was well....my son is still hopeful he can still fade and will quickly rattle off to me the short list of successful faders he knows that have a pretty normal life.....i told him i so want to tell dad and my ex and the other most self-righteous ones that he is just like me and figured it all out by himself despite my best efforts to wake him up for YEARS!!!!!
but that would be toooooooooooooo easy toooooooo in your face doncha think????.....it was tooooooooooo easy to show true righteous indignation at finding out our wonderful bible was a fraud and then sharing that with them too....and that got me nowhere....but my parents and friends my age are not getting any younger....time is at stake....normal family life is at stake.....i still dream of it
SAD!!!!!!! what a conversation to endure...i mean i hope him the best but he has almost no chance in hell of being left alone...i was gone nearly three years after being reproved for "causing division"...and they still hounded me....and i think i am being surveiled by wt drones and the occasional satelite pic....and he has been in love with a great normal gal for a couple of months as has his older dfd brother....and we get to all spend great quality time together now.....i wonder if he is going to feel the need to give that up now that he now has a jw label and not a df label??? i really dont think so and i dont think the gfs would be cool with having to SNEAK around when we are together....worry who jw might see us and tell on us...worry about who might see us on our FB page....or our real FB page....or is it on my fake name FB page???
i told him i am finally free....the weight off is incredible....i just dont care anymore....i can laugh and smile and feel good and embrace who i am...i accept that jwism molded me and shaped me....and it will have a direct impact on almost everything i do....and that is true whether i buy another boat and sail off to island hop down to costa rica and hang with a dear friend begging me to do that (with both sons blessings btw)....and that or sim would have been soooooooooooooooo much easier!!!....just run away and start all over if you can!!! it is not for everybody but damm life is way easier sometimes just going into your own ...OMG!....LMAO!!!......oompa just cant help being the funniest guy i know.....
WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........................OOMPA
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Just having a really good day today.
by LouBelle inthe earth rotated, and the sun perceived to rise once again.
the morning was chilly and i proceeded to get ready for the day.
i still do not have a permanent job, but have a 3 week gig at the moment.
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oompa
dont play coy lou...they know about us now...and mouthy too!.............oompa