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  I'm scared everyday...

  by 4mylove in

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  i'm scared everyday that i will lose my husband to this cult.. i'm scared everyday that i will offend my dear friend because of my bitterness with this cult.. i'm scared everyday that my husband will choose to go back to studying and become active again.. i'm scared everyday that my life will crumble after working so hard to build the wonderful relationship that i have.. i'm scared everyday that his family will eventually say that they cannot associate with him anymore unless he goes back.. i'm scared everyday he'll choose.

  i'm scared everyday that i'll never have a family of my own because of this stupid cult.

  i won't bring innocent lives into this shit.. i'm scared everyday that i'll give up.. i'm scared evertday that he'll be gone.. i'm scared they will convince him.

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  thanks Grams! It's just so scary because I've never professed to being a saint. It just seems that if I have children, the pressure on my hubby would be tremendous to have them "in". I could never allow that. I know that he would be an excellent father, but his family can be so difficult. We are so tremendously happy with eachother, I hate to think that anything would ever change.

  This is probably the first time in my life i've even considered having a family. But when you are with someone so special, it just seems to come natural.

  Thanks so much for you loving and supportive words, they mean more than you know.

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  Letter of Disassociation

  by freydi in

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  june 16th, 1994 .

  dear friends, .

  this letter is the most difficult i have ever had to write.

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  4mylove

  Great resource!!!!

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  I'm scared everyday...

  by 4mylove in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i'm scared everyday that i will lose my husband to this cult.. i'm scared everyday that i will offend my dear friend because of my bitterness with this cult.. i'm scared everyday that my husband will choose to go back to studying and become active again.. i'm scared everyday that my life will crumble after working so hard to build the wonderful relationship that i have.. i'm scared everyday that his family will eventually say that they cannot associate with him anymore unless he goes back.. i'm scared everyday he'll choose.

  i'm scared everyday that i'll never have a family of my own because of this stupid cult.

  i won't bring innocent lives into this shit.. i'm scared everyday that i'll give up.. i'm scared evertday that he'll be gone.. i'm scared they will convince him.

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  4mylove

  Thank you all so much, I wish there was a way to let you know just how much these responses help me. They encourage me, let me know there is someone else out there with very similar situations. It lets me know that I'm not alone. You guys are all great for my heart.

  Many Many thanks!

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  Free, I'll be sending you a pm shortly. It's just pretty busy today.

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  Good News!!!

  by ColdRedRain in

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  i just got engaged!!

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  4mylove

  Felicidades!!!!
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  I'm scared everyday...

  by 4mylove in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i'm scared everyday that i will lose my husband to this cult.. i'm scared everyday that i will offend my dear friend because of my bitterness with this cult.. i'm scared everyday that my husband will choose to go back to studying and become active again.. i'm scared everyday that my life will crumble after working so hard to build the wonderful relationship that i have.. i'm scared everyday that his family will eventually say that they cannot associate with him anymore unless he goes back.. i'm scared everyday he'll choose.

  i'm scared everyday that i'll never have a family of my own because of this stupid cult.

  i won't bring innocent lives into this shit.. i'm scared everyday that i'll give up.. i'm scared evertday that he'll be gone.. i'm scared they will convince him.

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  4mylove

  Eyesopen, and Eliveleth,

  Thanks so much for your kind words. It's for this that I keep coming back to this board.

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  I'm scared everyday...

  by 4mylove in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i'm scared everyday that i will lose my husband to this cult.. i'm scared everyday that i will offend my dear friend because of my bitterness with this cult.. i'm scared everyday that my husband will choose to go back to studying and become active again.. i'm scared everyday that my life will crumble after working so hard to build the wonderful relationship that i have.. i'm scared everyday that his family will eventually say that they cannot associate with him anymore unless he goes back.. i'm scared everyday he'll choose.

  i'm scared everyday that i'll never have a family of my own because of this stupid cult.

  i won't bring innocent lives into this shit.. i'm scared everyday that i'll give up.. i'm scared evertday that he'll be gone.. i'm scared they will convince him.

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  4mylove

  Freeme,

  I'm so sorry and as you know, I know exactly how you feel, hang in there. We'll all be okay one day.

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  So we go see the family...

  by 4mylove in

  1. watchtower
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  we went to see the inlaws after their unexpectadly long vacation because fil ended up getting sick and kept them there about a month.

  all was fine till "brothers" started showing up.

  one showed up and didn't acknowledge my hubby, much less me.

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  4mylove

  Wha happened,

  My father in law is the nicest man. He is very active though. I think is is a bit of a follower. This is very hard on my husband because he loves his father so much.

  One day.....

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  So we go see the family...

  by 4mylove in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  we went to see the inlaws after their unexpectadly long vacation because fil ended up getting sick and kept them there about a month.

  all was fine till "brothers" started showing up.

  one showed up and didn't acknowledge my hubby, much less me.

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  4mylove

  Dawg,

  You are so awesome. Thanks so much for your help.

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  Austin TX

  by AudeSapere in

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  is anyone familiar with this city??.

  i'm interested in a new position within my company and if i get it i will be based out of austin tx.

  i'd still get to keep my current residence but will be required to fly to austin on a regular basis.. i'm excited about the job but not sure about the city.. anything good/interesting there for a possible future frequent visitor to enjoy?.

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  4mylove

  If you ever get a chance go to Antone's. He hosted the likes of Stevie Ray Vaughn, Buddy Guy, and countless others. Great band to see there is Del Castillo.
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  Austin TX

  by AudeSapere in

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  is anyone familiar with this city??.

  i'm interested in a new position within my company and if i get it i will be based out of austin tx.

  i'd still get to keep my current residence but will be required to fly to austin on a regular basis.. i'm excited about the job but not sure about the city.. anything good/interesting there for a possible future frequent visitor to enjoy?.

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  4mylove

  Great city, great music, great food, great everything. Worth a visit for convincing.

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