i think that video was the thing that helped wake me up; unnecessary burdens for children to carry. more guilt, more worries.
although the video did not make me wake up, but i know about the burden or guilt that u have to carry. for example yesterday when i was at the meeting a dear bother that treats me like his daughter (since he does not have any) came up to me and the dialog went like this
ACT I scene i
Brother: So XOCO how is school going for u?
XOCO: Great, its going just fine i'm just finishing the semester
Brother: so what are ur preaching plans?
(XOCO assumes that he is talking about the circuit overseers visit)
XOCO: Oh! well i'm going out in FS on Thurs., Fri. and probably Sat. since their won't be school due 2 turkey day
Brother: OK that's good but what i mean is what are ur spiritual goals like?
Act I scene ii
(XOCO is scrambling up reasons why she hasn't decided to move up in higher ranks)
XOCO: well i haven't decided on it much yet, plus i'am working part-time
Brother: Well u know i see that u are spritually storng and that u have ur head on right i really do feel that u can make spritual progress. by now everyone in the KH considers u a JW i mean when u make comments during the meeting they call u Sister XOCO not our friend XOCO. well what i am saying is that pray about it 2 jah to give u direction
XOCO: OK i will tkns?!?
(XOCO runs like like hell and cringes with guilt as in "blood guilt")
End of Act I