Village Idiot, I would go to the doctors straight away but I've had many bad experiences with medications and now I'm afraid to try new ones :(
BlackWolf
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Im feeling depressed
by BlackWolf inwell its been a while since i've posted on here but i guess i just need someone to talk to.
i've recently turned 16 and i guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.
i'm still not sure what i want to do with my life.
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Im feeling depressed
by BlackWolf inwell its been a while since i've posted on here but i guess i just need someone to talk to.
i've recently turned 16 and i guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.
i'm still not sure what i want to do with my life.
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Im feeling depressed
by BlackWolf inwell its been a while since i've posted on here but i guess i just need someone to talk to.
i've recently turned 16 and i guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.
i'm still not sure what i want to do with my life.
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Thanks everyone. I know you don't have to go to art school to be good at art. I think I draw decently and I've never taken classes. Also BTW I'm a girl. -
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Im feeling depressed
by BlackWolf inwell its been a while since i've posted on here but i guess i just need someone to talk to.
i've recently turned 16 and i guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.
i'm still not sure what i want to do with my life.
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Thank you all for your advice :) -
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Im feeling depressed
by BlackWolf inwell its been a while since i've posted on here but i guess i just need someone to talk to.
i've recently turned 16 and i guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks.
i'm still not sure what i want to do with my life.
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Well its been a while since I've posted on here but I guess I just need someone to talk to. I've recently turned 16 and I guess life is just starting to hit me like a ton of bricks. I'm still not sure what I want to do with my life. I've considered trying to go to art school but I just don't see how that is possible because I haven't really had much of a high school education. My parents supposedly homeschool me but actually they don't really teach me anything. I try to teach myself some things but I've really just been lacking self motivation lately. My parents still don't know that I don't want to be a jw and I don't know if I should tell them or not. I really do love my parents and I think they are good people that have just been misguided. I don't want to dissapoint them but at the same time I feel as though my whole life has been a lie. I don't have any friends and I feel lost and empty. Ive had an eating disorder for quite some time and it seems to be getting worse lately. I just don't have the motivation to eat or really do anything anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy but I'm too afraid to tell my parents because I know they will just send me right back to the mental hospital. What should I do?
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Help? :(
by BlackWolf ini apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
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Thank you all for your great advice :) -
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Help? :(
by BlackWolf ini apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
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BlackWolf
Thanks everybody! I do live in the US and i have 3 younger siblings. I actually do have a part time cleaning job its not much but better than nothing :) -
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Help? :(
by BlackWolf ini apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
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BlackWolf
There are other "rebels" in my congregation but lets just say that we dont really get along haha. Thanks for all the advice :) -
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Help? :(
by BlackWolf ini apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
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Thanks you guys. No i am not babtized. I have been diagnosed with anorexia and have been to a clinic before but it is something that i still struggle with. -
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Help? :(
by BlackWolf ini apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out.
anyways i'm a 15 year old girl and i've never really wanted to be a jw.
its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved.
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BlackWolf
I apologize for how rantish this is but please hear me out. Anyways I'm a 15 year old girl and I've never really wanted to be a jw. Its just never been something thats made me feel happy or loved. Everyone at my kingdom hall is so mean and judgmental, and i literally have 0 friends right now. I cant even have friends at school because I'm homeschooled. Everyone that i thought was my friend ended up backstabbing me and gossiping about me behind my back. I cant really make any new friends because my parents never let me go out and do anything! I just want to go hang out at the park or the mall like a normal teenager! I have no social life. Most of the time i end up staying in my room drawing and listening to music even though thats apparently " a waste of mu time". My parents seem to think that all of the music i like ( rock and metal ) is "satanic" or "worldly" but i still listen to it secretly. My dream is to go to art school but everyone seems to look down apon me for it. I feel so lost right now :( i honestly don't even think i believe in god anymore since he doesn't seem to care about me at all. Ive been struggling a lot with depression and an eating disorder but nothing seems to help. What should i do? Thanks in advance.