Yay some1 replied 2 me
oh 'jgnat' did i say i was leaving?? i did not :D i'll stay around here 4 a wee while... at least till i get bored :) don't worry, what i do on my computer is my business, only Jehovah knows what's truly in my heart aye. And I'm strong enough to stand my ground, so this 'associating' will not affect/effect(?) me in a bad way. Just making my faith stronger actually.
And yes my fiance has known since the very start of our relationship that I would be going back to the JWs at some stage. So it was not a surprise when i told him I was wanting to study. I do not lie to him about anything. We have had a few personal things 2 sort through and no doubt there will be plenty more 2 come but I know i am going down the right path. Oh and this spirituality is not 'newly found' btw :) And yes i know i need2 to keep a balance at the moment, since he is not a JW and obviously he has a large say in what happens with our child. And what's wrong with following the 'no blood' thing anyway... since it's something Jehovah has told us to abstain from... everything is for our benefit. Even if it ends in death.... because there is that hope for the righteous ones, so i think dying while following Jehovahs laws is better than dying from aids or another sickness from a transfusion (which would mean i wasnt following Gods laws)... (does that make sense?)
And i hav had brief peeks at other religions but they seemedto have no firm basis. And doctrines that were contradictory 2 the bible.
If a family has true love and loyalty they will stick 2getha till the very end, right?