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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

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  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  So true.
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  Kingdom Hall is packed

  by Junction-Guy in

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  right near my apartment there is a kingdom hall that sits next to the interstate.

  i passed by there tonight at 5 pm and it was totally packed.

  i mean there were cars lined all up and down the driveway.

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  Yes I do remember all of that. I get it now..thanks.
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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  The hypocrisy is astounding isn't it? I have a brother who was never DF'd or DA'd but has been gone for 25 years about. He's smoked, done drugs, been with different women out of wedlock but he could go to the party. It doesn't make sense to me. I've given up on trying to make sense of it though.
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  Kingdom Hall is packed

  by Junction-Guy in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  right near my apartment there is a kingdom hall that sits next to the interstate.

  i passed by there tonight at 5 pm and it was totally packed.

  i mean there were cars lined all up and down the driveway.

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  Micky4321

  <<Special talk on how to properly mix kool-aid?>> I've seen Kool-Aid comments on this board the last couple days. I'm out of the loop what does it mean? I've heard it before referring to other people but not sure what the reference to JW's means. Sounds pretty funny.
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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  My mother shunned me for 7 years about and then now will talk to me and have me to there house but not a family thing she has to make sure neither one of my brothers are there the two that are elders. One thing she did do just a few years ago. I was livid about this. I think that made the nightmares get worse and more often.

  She purposely told me about a party she had at her house with my Grandpa and Grandma and they are not even JW's, my grandpa was very against the religion. Anyway she told me how they were there and the entire rest of the family and a bunch of JW's also and how I was not allowed to come because I was disfellowshipped. This seems to be her way to try to movivate me to become a JW again. Like if I came back I could come to parties like this. Well it really does the opposite. I always think why would I want to come back and be around people who would treat me this way.

  I was just so angry I just think that is sooooo mean to tell someone about a party and say you can't come. I talk to her some still mostly through email. I don't think she understands that this abuse is not something I want in my life.
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  WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR NEW YEARS EVE?

  by Mary in

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  2. friends

  are you doing anything special tomorrow night???

  i think i'm going over to some ex-dubs' house to celebrate this horrible, pagan festival that will no doubt earn me a one-way ticket to the firey gehenna.

  anyone else got sum plan??!!

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  Staying home and eating lots of pizza and having a few beers with my hubby and watching movies.
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  Kingdom Hall is packed

  by Junction-Guy in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  right near my apartment there is a kingdom hall that sits next to the interstate.

  i passed by there tonight at 5 pm and it was totally packed.

  i mean there were cars lined all up and down the driveway.

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  Micky4321

  "One thing's for sure: it wasn't bingo night!"

  LMAO!!
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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  "i have only been gone a few years.. but every so often i dream of certain people, either at the kingdom hall or running into them in a public setting.. and the dreams never end good. The other night i had a dream that i was at the kingdom hall and an elder, mind you it was a elder that was like a grandfather to me when i was little.. he was the one who had studied with my parents and brought them into the "truth".. i loved this man and called him grandpa when i was little.. anyways.. i dreamed that he was sitting in front of me.. staring.. just staring. wouldnt say a word. had a nasty look on his face. And in my dream i said "grandpa.. i still love you." and he just stared....... it was a sad dream and when i woke up i was almost in tears." That's really sad I got a little choked up reading that. It's too bad they treat us like that. People we looked up to growing up now ignoring us.
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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  Micky4321

  But then once I've been awake for a little while I'll think man glad that wasn't real. Those people are mean..lol.
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  I wish the nightmares would stop.

  by Micky4321 in

  1. watchtower
  2. scandals

  do any of you have nightmares as a result of the jw religion.

  i haven't been to any meetings in 17 years but i have nightmares a couple times a month about the whole thing.

  in my dreams the scenario will be i am at an assembly or a meeting against my will and everyone is ignoring me and some are glaring at me and i am trying to leave but for some reason i can't get out of the building.

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  Yeah that's what I don't like about them. They will effect my emotional state when I wake up also. I wake up all sad and upset for being treated like that. They can be so vivid sometimes.