I see. Thank you for the great explanation! This is very sad - maybe I see this wrong. But it seems like if you can't accept a transfusion there is a good chance you may and possibly will die, but then if you do accept the transfusion, you could possible be shunned from everyone around you just becasue you wanted to live?!?
Are there restrictions on anything in the field of mental health? Are you allowed to discuss problems with people outside of the JW like a non-JW psychologist or something?