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who has an october birthday?

by grumblecakes in

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seems like theres a ton!

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My Dad Said He Loved Me

by cognac in

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he's said it before, but, it was different this time.

his dad just died and i know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa.

him and gramp had a falling out cause of the jw religion.. anyways, i had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, i know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.. he came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me.

cognac

Do you think there'd be any real benefit for him to wake up, i.e. would he face loss of other family members, if he were DF'ed?

Yeah, I don't think it would benefit him enough. He'd lose my mom and some of my siblings. I'm not sure he gets how bad of an impact it's had on his kids - exempt with me cause I just couldn't hold back AT ALL...

What's great is that in those 5 years you didn't compromise.

Not sure if you'd call it a comprimise, but, I took some real good advice here and just stopped talking about religion (except every once in awhile I need to rattle my moms cage, lol) and just started building relationships that had nothing to do with religion.

My 85 yr.old elder dad STILL to this day in all my 53 years of life has NEVER said he loves me.

That's really sad flipper. That must be really painful... I'm sure he does - just doesn't know how to show it. And you should be VERY proud of yourself for learning from his mistakes.

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My Dad Said He Loved Me

by cognac in

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friends

he's said it before, but, it was different this time.

his dad just died and i know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa.

him and gramp had a falling out cause of the jw religion.. anyways, i had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, i know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.. he came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me.

cognac

Yeah, I just keep trying to relive the moment over and over again. I'm finally at peace with him and everything that has happened...

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My Dad Said He Loved Me

by cognac in

jw
friends

he's said it before, but, it was different this time.

his dad just died and i know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa.

him and gramp had a falling out cause of the jw religion.. anyways, i had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, i know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.. he came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me.

cognac

I really think he's at the beginning stages of figuring it out. I wonder what he will do next?

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My brother died tonight

by poppers in

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just got word that my youngest brother died of pancreatic cancer.

he was diagnosed in early august.

this has been really tough for me and my family..

cognac

I'm so, so sorry. That's awful... :(

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My Dad Said He Loved Me

by cognac in

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friends

he's said it before, but, it was different this time.

his dad just died and i know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa.

him and gramp had a falling out cause of the jw religion.. anyways, i had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, i know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.. he came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me.

cognac

Thank you. It's been about 5 years since he's known my stance. A very difficult road for me.

I got the feeling he's changed his viewpoint recently especially when he was encouraging my husband not to become an MS, but didn't want to read into it to much only to be disappointed...

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My Dad Said He Loved Me

by cognac in

jw
friends

he's said it before, but, it was different this time.

his dad just died and i know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa.

him and gramp had a falling out cause of the jw religion.. anyways, i had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, i know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.. he came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me.

cognac

He's said it before, but, it was different this time. His Dad just died and I know there are parts about me that are the exact replica of him and grandpa. Him and gramp had a falling out cause of the JW religion.

Anyways, I had the funny feeling that my dad has been looking at things differently lately, but, I know he won't say much cause he's in way too deep at this point.

He came up to me the other night, and said he really loved me. I looked at him funny, and, he said, "I don't think you understand how much I love you". At that moment I got what he meant. I said, "It's cause I'm just like you, and your just like Gramp". He said, "Yes", then cried and hugged and kissed me.

Nothing else really needed to be said. I now know my dad is proud of me because of the stand I have taken and he was asking for my forgiveness. We both got it. He knows how I feel and I know how he feels now. I have closure...

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