I am fairly new here but I feel exactly the same way you do. I check all the threads several times a day. Lots of times I can't comment because I have no clue what to say. But Its such a comfort to FINALLY after 25 years of being out of the JW religion to feel I have someone to talk to and others to listen to about all the things that bothered me about being a JW and Not being a JW anymore.
YOU ARE NOT addicted. You need the support and I needed the support for years but didn't have it until just recently. now I am obsessed with finding out every little thing I can about why we all are right to have left the LIE.
Hugs from Velvet