Celtic,
When our egg is broken sometimes only time will heal it. Sometimes only time helps us to understand and sometimes only time saves us from going mad.
I speak from experience. Do something that makes you feel whole, go somewhere that makes you feel whole, keep faith in whatever you have left. There was a time when I comtemplated suicide, not because I wanted to die but because my loneliness was so great. So, I know what it feels like that broken egg feeling.
Keep going!
Sabrina