insearchof
JoinedI was raised as a JW.I got baptized when I was 14 because I was an elders daughter and it expected of me.I did the whole pioneer thing because it was expected of me.Then about 3 years ago I started having small doubts like if lions are created to eat grass,then why do the have teeth that can tear through meat.Or if Adam and Eve were perfect then how could they sin.Then my dad stoped going to the meetings which tore my mom up and almost their marriage of 20 years.So to not cause my mom any more pain I ignored my doubts and figured that we aren't meant to know everything.Now I can't ignore my doubts any longer.The fake people that ask how my dad is but never call or go to see him,the elders ignoring men that have 5 girlfriends at a time and hits women because he's and elders son,but the shun a girl that is raped because she put herself in a dangerous environment by going to college.It's all starting to bother me.So I came to this forum for support.