Welcome Stumpy. It sounds like you have been in the organization for awhile. Glad to see more folks are waking up. My wife and I (Samaritan at the Well) woke up around the same time and both are now free from a man made religion that cares more about its existence than its members.
Take it from a former elder / pioneer...there is nothing like seeing the "truth" for the first time with the person you love at your side.