...when you select music for particular movies?
...or know the exact song for a specific scene?
or you create the music for a specific scene?
...when you select music for particular movies? ...or know the EXACT song for a specific scene? or you create the music for a specific scene? or you create movie previews? ...and how do you get into that industry? ......i'm pretty confident to say i have a talent for it.
Me
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
Spiritual deaf yes
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
I did get it. I feel like I understand. People don't quite understand how difficult it can be sometimes to 'see' when your blind. or 'hear' when your 'deaf.' or 'believe' when your so doubtful. (that's not a shot at anyone, just a mere explaination of how difficult something spiritual can be) I've struggled in the past few years to comprehend everything th at's happening to me. I finally made a distinction and something finally CLICKED ...it not only happened when i was speaking to Aguest...but it also clicked FURTHER last thursday, then it clicked AGAIN on a seperate point on the next day or day after. It was like i had three epiphanies. I've been seeking someone to heal me...SOMEONE.....and NOW when I look 'inside me' .....there's something there. It's like that 'pain' ...seperated from my interest of having someone heal me. And i realized that in order for things to 'work out' in my life....i need to fix this ONE thing, which is like pushing a boulder uphill while having 3091238412390482304123948140912741098 people telling you that you can't and that you're a failure. I also feel like when i look deep within ....like a part of my heart is filled. It doesn't feel empty and hallow as much as it use to. I don't deny that it's still empty, BUT it's filled partially. Something clicked there as well.
There once was a deaf man who was sitting on the side of a village. Deaf from birth..he could never understand things, or what was going on. he never could understand his full potential. One day as he was sitting there the people in the villege started to move strangely. They began laughing (which he couldn't hear) ...they started being playfull (pushing shoving) ...and most of all......they started moving in weird ways that he'd never seen anyone move before around a fire. He thought to himself 'The world has gone MAD!' ....
The deaf man, being deaf, could not hear the MUSIC that was playing in order for him to understand that they were 'dancing.'
In my case, i didn't think 'the world has gone MAD' ...i thought 'I'VE gone MAD, somethings wrong with ME.' And I couldn't 'hear' the 'music.' It's SO hard to want something and not get yourself 'fixed.' or realized that the problem needs to be FIXED in order to reap the benefits of the 'music.' to 'understand' ......to 'get it.'
Cause your deaf! It's not EASY! it's your life's work and mentality from birth that you've had to deal with. And i've had to sit there and realize .....this is NOT the way i'm suppose to be. What I'm feeling isn't 'NORMAL' .. Yeah peopl struggle every day, and everyone HAS emotions that go CRAZY... but take my girlfriend for example.....full of love ...compassion...happiness...joy...there are people in the world that have this. but I knew there was something wrong with me...I just didn't know what it was and how severe. I thank everyone for responding to this post....I thank all of you for your inputs....Aguest...as always, your insight is appreciated.
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
by going through the Door... and ask of Him.
I never undestood what it means to go 'through the Door' ...i'm aware that Christ is 'the Door' ..but i'm not sure waht it means to go 'THROUGH it' .....
I GO to Christ...i do....i talk to him, i ask for the furitage of the spirit from him. I do ...the problem is...i have absolutely NO clue when it's HIM talking. I've made a lot of decisions in my life because of what i THOUGHT was him and later finding out it WASN'T. A lot of decisions BAD ones ..that i thought were worth reviewing and firm in my 'faith' that it's HIM. and later.....it ISN'T. I, even, made deicsions...like as if a song came on and the lyrics to the song were somehow related to an issue I was having...and thought 'oh ..it's a message.....that means i should stop/start this.' .... Because somehwo it FELT like it was a message. (Pretty stupid huh?)
I'm not sure putting FAITH into the incorrect things is a good thing. Nor am I sure, even if those things are 'incorrect.' there are people in the world that are putting their FAITH into their religion and STRONGLY believe hwo TRUE they really are in regards to their FAITH.....but then state on September 11 in front of their churchfrom 6pm to 9pm they are going to burn the koran ...to unite all christians in this celebration. (was on the daily show with John stewart btw)
Which is why I ask others to explain my dreams...Cause if dreams are messages from the spirit realm...and they are going to effect my life...in future events that have not happened... I would really like clear answers....and nto be wondering 'wait....is that Christ? is that not him? is that his voice? is that not his voice?..' Obiously others have a better ability to hear his voice than I do.
Me
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
Journey-O..........yes I understand that the dream seems weird...but the irony behind the whole thing is that most of my dreams come true....even if they are stupid and silly at first. something as small as my ex saying 'i don't want to move' and then the very next day after that dream, she'll com eup and say 'i don't wan tot move' ...things lik ethat happen all the time to me. That's why i'm concerned about scorpians..
wasblind: i did have a slight arguement or upset moment with my girlfriend...didn't eat anything ..i don't think.
Me
i had this really bad dream.... .
first of all, the beginning was goofy.
jeff dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him.
I had this really BAD dream...
First of all, the beginning was GOOFY. Jeff Dunum was doing a crazy show, and the security was getting pissed off at him. Telling him he couldn't do th ejokes he was doing. Later found out part of it was part of the act that he setup and I becmae involved in it. Then I received a text message..
I clicked it, it was an image from my doctor. The image was of scorpians in my stomach/body (GI/GU tract?). I freaked out. So I needed help. I couldn't feel anything wrong with me but they were there. I ran out of the place terrified and started looking for people to give me a ride to the ER. No one was helping. Then I saw two of my friends...and i had a slice of pizza ..and it was like i turned the pizza slice over and i could see the scorpians in my stomach on the slice. it fell to the floor and I told my friends what happened....and out of the slice of pizza, this INSECT looking thing came out..it was HUGE...i freaked and i said 'throw it away! throw it away!' ...my friend was like 'no...that's your kidney' but it didn't look like a kidney...but it was obviously detached from the Gastrourinary tract. but he pushed it back into the slice of pizza.....which somehow meant, back into my body. .....And I woke up...
Is there a Joseph out there? able to interrpt dreams?
my heart is sitting on my girlfriend.
i absolutely love her to death and the idea of her not being with me is torturing me.
we are having problems.
My heart is sitting on my girlfriend. I absolutely love her to death and the idea of her not being with me is torturing me. We are having problems. She's not as 'committed' to me as I am to her. I don't mean she's seeing other people. She's very loyal. When I say she's not as 'committed' ...what i mean is marriage wise. She can't commit to anything. She's so scared of lying that she tends to not commit to anything and says 'maybe' to avoid being dishonest. She is absolutely amazing in my eyes though she has her faults too. (she can be lazy and spoiled at times). She has a good heart...saves insects from death. Gets mad when someone kills insects etc.. or Precious life etc..
for the first time in my life, I feel like when i look in my own heart there is this ball ...thing...but it's not dark like evil or something. It's SHINY...and upon further examination of this...I see that it is desire ...desire of marriage with her. I feel as though something deep inside me has finally said to me 'I want to marry her, and no one else.' If I asked her to MARRY me...she would definately say no. She's not 'ready.'
We argue...fight...we have our moments of clashing...but we're still together. Its not about marrage...just stuff. We cuddle a lot when we're together...we kiss...and all that jazz... I'm not very good with women because I get 'played' a lot. And she isn't doing that consciously. She sits and watches pictures of me when i'm not there.. She talks to me everyday... we spend hours on the phone. She gets upset and cries a little when I leave. (long distance relationship) ...I'm planning on moving close to her next month. i want her, ALL of her and I don't want my conscious to scream at me like i'm doing something WRONG. I want HER as my wife.
I know that if i ask her, She'll say she's not ready...she still wants to travel the world etc.. And wants me to go with her. So my question is...Does God really answer prayers? we've been told all of our lives 'yes he does' ...but if that was the case then everyone would win the lottery.
I pray for my relationship with her to work out. I've asked for her hand in marriage in my heart if permitted to God. I'm scared of the future. I don't know. I feel really weird. I would like to make this relationship SOLID.
I prayed for God to show me how I can work on this relationship. And I had a dream, where IN my dream I was specifically AWARE that God was answering my prayer... There were a group of Four people around a table. All women. One was my mentor. My mentor didn't talk but the otehr three did. They told me a list of things to do...I want to say there was 7 things...give or take one or two. I remember writing them down in the dream...then I remember TRYING HARD to remember because I KNEW I was sleeping and when i woke up, I'd forget.
So...i only remember two things..
1)Solidify the relationship
2)fool
I don't quite understand the 'how' of number #1. I don't understand How to solidify it. and i dont understand number 2 at all. In the dream I wasn't offended in #2. I thought at first that it was with the idea of 'stop being so serious and start living a little' ....but when i'm ME ..i'm pretty SILLY.I dunno. How does someone solidfy the relationship? sexually? or....what? ...we've been together for more than a year now.
I don't remember any of the other stuff.
I'm about to hit 30, some may say that's still 'young' but...it is the time to get married settle....etc... I don't know what to do....im opening up the board for advice. Please lay off the negatives. I have enough negativity in my life.
Advice?
i've tried everything david deangelo...online dating tips...i'm going crazy.
my girlfriend says she's attracted to me right now but i just don't have the skills that i need in order to keep a girl!
i'm sick of it all i'm sick of women!.
I've tried everything David Deangelo...online dating tips...i'm going crazy. My girlfriend says she's attracted to me right now but I JUST DON'T HAVE THE SKILLS THAT I NEED IN ORDER TO KEEP A GIRL! I JUST DON'T KNOW WHA TTO DO...I HATE THESE GUYS THAT KNOW EXACTRLY WHAT TO DO IN ORDER TO EMOTIONALLY PULL A GIRL INTO THEIR 'GAME' ...I HATE THE GAME. I HATE IT! I DON'T KNOW HOW I PLAY..AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO PLAY IT IN ORDER TO FIND SOMEONE! ...right now i have a GREAT girl and if i don't know exactly what to do i'm going to go CRAZY..I NEED TO KEEP THE ATTRACTION going and i feel like i'm preasured to do ev erything while WOMEN sit back and do NOTHING! ...i'm SICK of it...i'm SICK OF GAMES I'M SICK OF FREAKINGiptjwalkajm nfapo wlafk
I'M SICK OF FEELING THIS ...I'M SICK OF NOT HAVING WHAT NATURALLY COMES TO OTHER GUYS! I'M SICK OF BEING LOW SELF ESTEEM, I'M SICK OF FEELING EMPTY I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING I'M SICK OF EVERYONE I'M SICK OF LIFE! I'M SICK OF BEING THE 'NICE GUY' AND WHEN I'M NOT NICE! I'M THE 'MEAN' GUY! I'M SICK OF IT ALL I'M SICK OF WOMEN!
i'm going crazy and i'm extremely suicidal...i hate life...why? because it's something i just don't understand...it's driving me crazy..
Why is it some guys just GET IT and i DON'T. I just dont get this...i hate feeling this way..i'm in THERAPY ...and none of this is helping. I'm so upset...they keep saying 'well maybe she's not the one for you' ...that's like saying 'oh if you don't go to work and do the work..maybe that job isn't the one for you' ..and yet there are BAZILLION OF PEOPLE that have lived and died tha twere able to learn whatever task. ANIMALS know instinctly how to mate or play the mating game...GOD i feel stupid
I HATE WOMEN
I almost wish there was some sort of real life 'hitch' guy i can hire to help me become a better person in understand women. i'm sure i'll get the usual responds from all women of 'Men will neve runderstand women' ...which totally is like saying 'women will never undersatnd men' ...but..when a guy seriously wants to SAVE his relationship...keep the attraction going...and preserve waht he has left...and is wanting to do so out of a good heart...why make it worse?
to the household of god, israel, and all those who go with... as always, may you have peace!.
i posted some... well, curious and perhaps even disturbing things yesterday and at the outset i wish to apologize to any who may have been stumbled.
but i cannot stop yet, as more wonderful things have been revealed to me by my lord.
Yes its me shelby
LM
