I'm an atheist, but I really miss thinking there's something out there looking over us. Even when I was a believer of whatever description, I was not the happiest of souls but I used to feel comforted in the thought that at least there was some sort of referee looking down on us to ensure everything worked out ok in the end.
Then I came to the conclusion there was no such person out there, and all that happened was I lost the comfort I had previously gained from my belief, which to be honest was a bit of a dissapointment considering the amount of hard work and painful soul searching which went into the decision.
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