Thanks for all the concern....
Blithe thank you that touched my heart... I was actually browsing on google cause I heard that it is good to google your name to see if anyone is using it with you not knowing... I type in my husband's name and up comes this thread... quite shocking at first and then to see complete strangers concerned about a man they never met was heartwarming. I had to set things strait on why that pic was chosen, and I figured the ppl reading should know a little about this mysterious man behind the obituary. Never thought my husbands name would bring this up tho... LOL its kinda funny now...
I'll admit I haven't allowed myself to grieve on this, and don't know when I will be ready.... Its not that I'm scared, I am just a happy person... my life is great... I don't want to be upset... But its the anger that surfaces that bothers me... because my brother was wonderful... his life hadn't even begun... and I hadn't seen him in maybe 4-5 years... he didnt deserve it. But at the same time I am happy for him. He battled the struggle of his life everyday. The devil wanted him and wasn't going to stop... He was so confused, and I couldnt reach him. But I didnt try hard enough. I thought there was more time I guess...
David was an awesome artist... I mean AWESOME! he had such talent that hadn't been discovered... he loved music... he loved God... he loved his family.... his pets were everything to him.. he had birds, cats, even mice(I know yuck!). And he played video games and was on the computer all the time. And he was starting to enjoy photography...
I don't know that anyone cares to read all this detail about him, but it has broken me down a bit... almost therapeudic...
Thanks for listening.. GOD bless you all.