Can you refresh my memory about what you said?
To my original JC committee, I said something to the affect that I would ask God not to charge this sin against them. I said it and I meant it. I forgave everyone in that meeting that night and I have tried to live up to that. (Meaning not to allow any bitterness or anger toward them to take root in my heart.) I know that God will not hold what they did to me against them. I do believe what has happened recently has occurred by Divine hand but as he reminded me the other day, "this isn't for your sake". Any other sins they have committed against others, well they'll have to answer for those on their own if they do not repent. I really would LOVE it if my path ever crosses with the former PO. Now that we are kind of on the same level as far as the Org goes I would really love a chance to talk person to person again, at least once.
To my appeal committee I think I just thanked them for their time and travel. Eh, didn't really know them and saw that they were just there going through the Theocratic motions. One of my vivid memories from that meetings is when the young MTS grad was digging through his Bible trying to hard find the term "governing body". The whole scene was so depressingly sad that I figured we were at an impasse and so let's just cut this off so we can all go home.
All and all -- wasn't a bad experience. That was when I first started hearing from my Heavenly Father. All I really wanted at the time was to be able to partake with the congregation one time without being disfellowshipped. In his grace he assured me that he would allow for that. What can I say? Good memory.
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Sorry to sidetrack your topic Cheezit.