amen.
(((Simon)))
amen.
(((Simon)))
i shudder to think.
thou art supreme.oh pris!
to make 4000 posts on this board i reckon youve got to be tough.
refiners said: To make 4000 posts on this board I reckon youve got to be TOUGH. And youre tough buddy.
i guess there is something to be said for making jedi or emperor, etc. after all. it is more than a label, it's a testament to someone's hangin' tough in this sometimes mine field, mostly sanctuary... thank you for making me see that and...
~*~ congratulations, Prisca~*~
p.s. cute baby, cool-looking woman...
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
messenger: memories are funny things. they come to you unbeckoned, when the sun slants across the sky the same way it did that one golden day when you were walking on the beach with someone you loved; or when you're happily driving along and don't let the sun catch you crying comes on your car radio and then wham it hits you like a ton of bricks and you say where did that come from. i don't sit around like the kids in the hall and indulge in wishful thinking like that. sometimes your slumbering heart awakens and says ok here i am deal with me and so you either cleanse its pain with tears or tell someone and i'm glad i have you guys to tell
so so glad
francois sometimes i think our hearts are like honeycombs and there's little compartments in them and they're all filled with people we've loved over our lifetime and even though they are gone they still live there keeping warm... some people not too many but some people you love leave their watermark on your soul .... those are the ones who bring the most joy but also the most anguish and they say 'tis better to have loved and lost but sometimes i wish i never had...
frank is very deep. so are so many people here i am honored to be among you all, truly ~~~xoxox
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 11 August 2002 15:17:4
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 11 August 2002 15:51:8
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
vivamus, dakota, heaven, avengers, pom, ugg, francois and jesika, you're so sweet...
francois, yes i am an empath and i felt every single thing you wrote. you are a very gifted writer. it will never ever leave you, you know. i guess the trick is to not swim inside the memories, but just watch them pounding on the shore... but your words made me cry... yet i feel a little better for it :|
no jesika, i will never open that door again. i know that the hurt would be worse and i am not strong enough to allow him back into my heart. he's still in my head, but that will go away with time.
oh you guys thank you just for being . all of you.
love,
~incense (janette), throwing her arms around you
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
...everyone else does, so here goes...
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off. every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart. i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's NO ONE here. anyway, i could call him and i know he would be back with me just like that. but so would the anguish and frustration of knowing i an not the only one... so would his lies and pretty sentiments that i wonder is he saying those things to her... or her... and i have good days when i don't cry. but last night i felt it gathering like when you see dark clouds gathering and you just know it's going to be a gully washer and i try to ignore it but this morning watching the sun rise and remembering he used to call me then and tell me he was sitting by the fountain watching the sun rise and wanting me, just to hold me, and i just started weeping and it surprised me how deep the feelings went and i wonder will i ever get over this heartbreak. i always knew he would be the one to break my heart. i knew it from day one and i never felt that way about anyone before. i saw it in those crystal-grey eyes of his, those eyes like oceans at dusk, heard it in every song he sang, i always felt it even though he said i sang for you tonight...
just remember just because some posters don't wear their heart on their sleeve, doesn't mean they aren't hurting inside. and i'm sincerely sorry if i hurt anyone here. you just never know. and i do love it here and i do love all of you, my fellow ex-jw pilgrims.
~incense
...and i have nobody to celebrate it with.
i wish i could make a big deal about it here but i don't post enough... anywho, remind me to kill the baker and to leave joseph in his cell.
lol, a little post jw humor.
have fun on your special day
(from my inner child to yours)
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 9 August 2002 22:44:28
check it out (sheesh!):.
http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=obiefernandez&itemid=23408&view=9072#t9072
ohhh prisca... those were the pics i was taking about all right obie just exudes such *warmth* and passion in those...
i believe punishment meted out to these despicable "parents" should be:
[ ] have the state put them to death!
[ ] have the state imprison them for life!
ooh, farkel, i like that idea about giving them to the taliban...
TR, believe me, being locked away for the rest of their lives woud be a worse punishment than death. as dakota said, death is too easy an out...
a day for world outcry!.
it's time to end the suffering!.
join me sept 1 and 2 (labor day weekend 2002).
...don't give up
i believe punishment meted out to these despicable "parents" should be:
[ ] have the state put them to death!
[ ] have the state imprison them for life!
take their children away from them. then put them into prison for the rest of their lives, with no chance for parole. remove all parental rights. out here we have chain gangs... i'd love to see people like this out there schlepping gravel in 115-degree heat... then return to their lonely little cell, or to being someone's "b-i-t-c-h". do not allow then to have a tv, radio, magazine, or entertainment of any kind. just a never-ending life of quotidian routine, and then at night they can think about what they did, and what they lost.