wear your love like heaven (wear your love like).
wear your love like heaven (wear your love like).
wear your love like heaven (wear your love).
oh i loved seeing all those picies from valis' apostofest. how wonderful to see everyone happy smiling joyful - strangers coming together amid more love and acceptance than in all those years in the kingdom halls.
it just made me think of this song... i started thinking of it when i saw lyineyes wearing overbeer's hat, of all things...
Donovan, Wear You Love Like HeavenColour in sky prussian blue |
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 11 August 2002 23:43:3
thanks for all your comments on my recent post an outcry!.
well i placed my outcry on many ex-jw sites and the result is very obvious to me.. it would seem that most ex-jw's are so caught up in new "like mind" groups that most cannot see beyond this and join in one united effort, one voice.
never was this more evident then the christian ex-jw's boards.
...i took you seriously. i know you're not saying anyone in particular called you a dreamer, but i wanted to explain this to you: when i added that "dream" pic to my post, it wasn't to call you a dreamer. it was meant to say "don't give up". i chose that picture because to some people a message in the sand might be hard to understand or accept as anything real, but to me it is very real, even if it only exists for a finite amount of time. (i hope this makes sense).
~incense through the glass
i received this e-mail this morning and have been thinking about it all day.
maybe i shouldn't be posting this since it is an e-mail addressed to me, but i want your opinions.
what i did is i left out the name.
i really hate it when people wrap things like child molestation, shunning and torn familes in the word "mistake". doing so diminishes them somehow...
(your response was perfect...)
amen.
(((Simon)))
i shudder to think.
thou art supreme.oh pris!
to make 4000 posts on this board i reckon youve got to be tough.
refiners said: To make 4000 posts on this board I reckon youve got to be TOUGH. And youre tough buddy.
i guess there is something to be said for making jedi or emperor, etc. after all. it is more than a label, it's a testament to someone's hangin' tough in this sometimes mine field, mostly sanctuary... thank you for making me see that and...
~*~ congratulations, Prisca~*~
p.s. cute baby, cool-looking woman...
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
messenger: memories are funny things. they come to you unbeckoned, when the sun slants across the sky the same way it did that one golden day when you were walking on the beach with someone you loved; or when you're happily driving along and don't let the sun catch you crying comes on your car radio and then wham it hits you like a ton of bricks and you say where did that come from. i don't sit around like the kids in the hall and indulge in wishful thinking like that. sometimes your slumbering heart awakens and says ok here i am deal with me and so you either cleanse its pain with tears or tell someone and i'm glad i have you guys to tell
so so glad
francois sometimes i think our hearts are like honeycombs and there's little compartments in them and they're all filled with people we've loved over our lifetime and even though they are gone they still live there keeping warm... some people not too many but some people you love leave their watermark on your soul .... those are the ones who bring the most joy but also the most anguish and they say 'tis better to have loved and lost but sometimes i wish i never had...
frank is very deep. so are so many people here i am honored to be among you all, truly ~~~xoxox
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 11 August 2002 15:17:4
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 11 August 2002 15:51:8
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
vivamus, dakota, heaven, avengers, pom, ugg, francois and jesika, you're so sweet...
francois, yes i am an empath and i felt every single thing you wrote. you are a very gifted writer. it will never ever leave you, you know. i guess the trick is to not swim inside the memories, but just watch them pounding on the shore... but your words made me cry... yet i feel a little better for it :|
no jesika, i will never open that door again. i know that the hurt would be worse and i am not strong enough to allow him back into my heart. he's still in my head, but that will go away with time.
oh you guys thank you just for being . all of you.
love,
~incense (janette), throwing her arms around you
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off.
every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart.
i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's no one here.
...everyone else does, so here goes...
every lovesong i hear, i have to turn off. every scene or commercial on tv i see with a couple in love, even the stupid geico insurance one, i have to flip the channel off... everything, everywhere reminders of one i loved, one who broke my heart. i met him long before i ever came to this board, so it's NO ONE here. anyway, i could call him and i know he would be back with me just like that. but so would the anguish and frustration of knowing i an not the only one... so would his lies and pretty sentiments that i wonder is he saying those things to her... or her... and i have good days when i don't cry. but last night i felt it gathering like when you see dark clouds gathering and you just know it's going to be a gully washer and i try to ignore it but this morning watching the sun rise and remembering he used to call me then and tell me he was sitting by the fountain watching the sun rise and wanting me, just to hold me, and i just started weeping and it surprised me how deep the feelings went and i wonder will i ever get over this heartbreak. i always knew he would be the one to break my heart. i knew it from day one and i never felt that way about anyone before. i saw it in those crystal-grey eyes of his, those eyes like oceans at dusk, heard it in every song he sang, i always felt it even though he said i sang for you tonight...
just remember just because some posters don't wear their heart on their sleeve, doesn't mean they aren't hurting inside. and i'm sincerely sorry if i hurt anyone here. you just never know. and i do love it here and i do love all of you, my fellow ex-jw pilgrims.
~incense
...and i have nobody to celebrate it with.
i wish i could make a big deal about it here but i don't post enough... anywho, remind me to kill the baker and to leave joseph in his cell.
lol, a little post jw humor.
have fun on your special day
(from my inner child to yours)
Edited by - Incense_and_Peppermints on 9 August 2002 22:44:28
check it out (sheesh!):.
http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=obiefernandez&itemid=23408&view=9072#t9072
ohhh prisca... those were the pics i was taking about all right obie just exudes such *warmth* and passion in those...
