I remember as a teen, all teens hung out at the foose ball parlor. some times it bothered me because certain ones never spoke to me, then I noticed that I would have been at the parlor for hours, and never even said "Hi" to somone that I liked. Then realized that I never said "Hi" because I got distracted, then it dawned on me that when people don't notice me it is because they were distracted.
That must be it, I can't think of any other reason any one would not notice me.
i won't parse words.
if i continue in this situation, i'm going to be dead by my own hands.
having them in my life is getting to the point where i can't function and i will choose not to function anymore.
Dear ColdRedRain,
I am most certainly glad you are here today too. I did not make a coment last night not knowing what to say, but I was most definately worried about you.
Like Baba, I wonder what it is that may set you off. I know that many that have grown up with JW familly that have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, (PTSD), one of them is me, and it helps for me to know what it is that sets me off. Unfortunately my older brother did not understand, and took his own life. There where so many poeple at his funeral, just to say because my brother thought that no one cared, but some one really did care, and it really does hurt.
With PTSD when it is set off you get to living the past as if it is really happening right now, and it is not happening at all. I have times when I go thru it, and I have to just realize that it will pass again, and the best thing to do is find something that I like to do, and work very hard on it, then pat myself on the back for my acomplishments.
I am glad that you know what is causing your stress, and know what to do about it. I am glad that you went to study computer repair. I commend you for that. Just take it one step at a time. Please hang in there because there is some one who really cares about you.
By the way Seroquel is for PTSD also. Take Care buddy...
be sure to watch the entire clip.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vuishm5kaq.
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i t is said that female are more afraid of spiders..
i have always been taught and believed that, at the end of the day, god is a perfect balance of love, justice, wisdom, and power.
when the ransom provision and christ's kingdom correct man's fall into sin, we will see this as true, no matter what trials we and all of mankind have had to face until then.
honestly, it has never mattered which of the two groups i was in.
from what I understand is the ones that know God, and deliverately disobey are the only one that do not get a second chance.
I don't know how much I have to go on this for you, but let's see: The rightous will be resurrected to everlasting life, and the unrightous to judgement. Then you have Sheol the place where you go when you die, and hades is the place dead people go with no chance to come back, that would be the ones that deliverately disobey.
We can not see the heart so we don't know for sure what ones are the rightous, unrightous, or just plain evil, but JW's are self rightous so that should make them one of the unrightous at least. The child beating SOB's
well some of you arent in the truth anymore,either left,df or da....so who's been out the longest???
and how many had the priviledge of going pio school?.
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I never was in there so called truth, I tried but they would not let me. There were already lies being told about me, someone else with my same name was in the comunity news paper, and I have a grug that will not go away being abused by JW's as a youngster, so I do not want to explain myself to JW's. I told them to bring there WTs to the meeting, and leave there news paper at home.
I witnessed another child beating at the KH so I reported it to the propper authorities.
Mathew 7:20 Really then by their fruits you will recognize those [men]
I do beleive that Jesus is now on the throne, and I do beleive the scripture stating that Jesus will rule amongst his enemies for a short time, and I do beleive Jesus is using the government to protect children.
It is a blessing from Jehovah that I was never excepted by the child beaters. Amen...
i am beginning to think not....elders still want to call on me rather than befriend me in any way.....and with a "good" wife and son and parents in, it seems like i still have one foot in only because of the overlap with my other "free" self........it is hard to really feel free in this situation, and is still have desire to just run the fluck away.....which would mean pretty much giving up my family in nearly every respect.
some here really miss their family and wife, others so love the freedom they seem able to move on and start fresh....as you know, i dont seem to have the balls for that, and at this point in my life the price seems to high to fully start over........it is the "one in one out limbo dance"......oompa.
I tried running the fluck away, the only mistake I made was letting one JW know where I went to go to work, and other JW's followed me to work.
I was out running arrends, and when I come back the other employee's looked as though they had seen a ghost. The manager finally told me the JW's were here looking for me, and they thought they were maphia.
This is the best one I have heard yet: "excuse me while I pull out my Bible"
You can not get away so just as well have fun.
calanders have been shrunk to half {less room for hours} awake is now monthly, the watchtower has a "witness only" edition and now.....the bibles are soft cover like the "book of mormon".......less cash out i guess..
Not to change the subject but I realized that you can get the NWT online, and read it very efficiently with an iPhone.
No Apologies brought up a point that got me thinking sense there are outfits that will snazzy up your books. May be that is some sort of way to get more money out of the public. You know like if you sign up for something that is free on the web you end up having to buy something else? The word free is a lure to trap you.
In the bible times they had no bibles. The scriptures where written on scrolls, and kept @ one place.
You never heard of Jesus or the disciples carrying books?
i will totally leave names out, as many get all huffy about that.
it's also possible that i am wrong, though i doubt it.. it's just that some trolls seem to deliberately be terrible spellers to make themselves look more naive and when they leave here for whatever reason, some new bad speller comes along in less than a week with an impossible problem or a complicated love situation with a jw or they are a firm believer with questions.
just watch out.
I think about everyone can read this, but it's interesting...besides it the way I type!
Read this like you would a book! Have fun! Eonverye taht can raed this pelase rsaie yuor hnad. To my 'selected' strange-minded friends:
If you can read the following paragraph, forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with 'yes' in the subject line.Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it
ONLY FORWARD THIS IF YOU CAN READ IT Forward it & put 'YES' in the Subject LineOh, and one last thing…disregard the Spell Check!
howdy!.
every now and again, i get anxious.
to help with the anxiousness, i will unintentionally develop a habit.
