I bet this guy (now) is very thankful that he was forced to have blood back in the day. Lots of us have regrets for things we did or that happened while we were in, but sometimes there were people that had to say no, because it was expected and there was pressure for them to say no, but they were secretly relieved to have it forced on them, even if they felt guilty for feeling that way. Does that make any sense? Can you imagine his feelings after living with that and then he finds out that all those teachings were a crock of shit and they almost took his life? (and this could just be my imagination working overtime) nevertheless...Wow
Ada