I could cry. Too much love on the board.
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How often do you clean your fridge?
by wouldacouldashoulda injust wondered?.
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or maybe how often should you clean your fridge?.
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Just wondered?
Or maybe how often should you clean your fridge?
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So my elder/dad says he will shun me....i figured as much...
by oompa inso i know many of you guys say the best way to show dubs is to be all happy and all when you exit.....but not all of us are doin that well at it....even though i have lost all friends from my dub life....i really dont want to lose my son and folks....this would happen if i end this odd and painful arrangement of a marriage to a really wonderful wife who is hardcore jw.
my desire for freedom and normal social life, and the 800 lb gorilla in the room we live with are not doing so well...........i am tired of having to leave the house and go in the garage to talk on the phone with my non-dub friends.....tired of totally separate social lives.......tired of rules in place that prevent us from speaking about certain taboo topics with each other........my mental/emotional state is not well and has not been for four years.
so i spoke with my dad very openly and honestly about how i have had to wear "masks" through life....one for school since third grade to fit in....another for my parents and jw friends........and that now i still lead a double life when not around my wife........told him outright i feel jws meet every single definition of a cult btw.......he already knew i felt that way but had never said it so directly........i asked him if he felt history repeats itself and could fds not be just like the scribes and pharisees that made so many rules for gods people that they had actually corrupted gods message............he said he has wondered that before too.
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Oompa
Your account has sooooo many parallels to mine.
Sounds odd, but i like the fact that you have some friends you can call in secret. I faded 4 years ago and only started trying to make friends in the last 2 months. In an emergency I could easily die on my own and not be found for weeks.
Peace out
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Thanks VII.
Its ridiculous but they have cheered me up so much.
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I am a far more experience poster than you. WCS is my new name. Nevertheless I will hug u. ((VII)).My post was explicit. I want hugs with nobody asking why. Is that too much too ask. I am a human you know.
What the hell is hangnail.
A hug from you would be nice.
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These hugs are warming me up. Thanks to everyone who hugged. Those who did not I hug u!
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I am not a newbie, just a person who needs a hug. What kind of person withholds a virtuals hug and then compares it to a real one?
Could virtually cry now.
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I think I may have had more hugs if I was a white woman.
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I have justed avoided phone calls from an elder
by wouldacouldashoulda inin my 4 years of fading i only had a couple of calls and visits.
does that make me lucky?
i am now being hassled to "chat" to an elder via my mobile.. .
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Nelly that is very very smart.
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I have justed avoided phone calls from an elder
by wouldacouldashoulda inin my 4 years of fading i only had a couple of calls and visits.
does that make me lucky?
i am now being hassled to "chat" to an elder via my mobile.. .
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In my 4 years of fading i only had a couple of calls and visits. Does that make me lucky? I am not sure.
I am now being hassled to "chat" to an elder via my mobile.
What lengths have you gone to, to avoid witnesses?
Please tell!w