i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
I am 56.
I don't find satanism cool. I find it terrifying. I see the signs and realise there are many hidden satanists among us. Some of them even attend church, hold jobs etc. There is a man and woman living a few houses down from me. I'm convinced they are practicing satanists.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
Outlaw, keep your smart comments to yourself.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
Ak-Jeff, you said most people have never met a stan worshipper. I disagree. You may not be aware that you met one, but you most certainly have met one.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
A few more words on this. Why do I think Satan worship is so attractive to people? Well, the devil can give a person many things. Money, power, career success, sexual gratification. When you have the opportunity for these things it's very easy to think only short term. The people engaging in this seem like good decent people. So it's easy to think whats the harm in engaaging in Satan worship? You see what I mean?
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
Some of the finest folk can be found in "the world"
There are some good people. At least they are 'nice'. But what is the motivation? You would be shocked at the number of Satanists in the world. There are lawyers, businessmen, even deacons who engage is satan worship and sex perversions behind closed doors.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
[quote]Maybe that says more about the young man you were than it does about the brothers or anybody worldly. What I don't understand is why, after 33 years, you feel a need to come here and witness to the rest of us. Do you think your sordid story will somehow inspire all of us to go back to the KH? [/quote]
I'm a woman.
I'm not here to witness by any means. I don't believe in the doctrines anymore. I do belive they lead a good life and help people so much even if their doctrine is flawed.
I know there are some worldly people who are doing good. But it's just so easy to fall into harmfull practice. My friends seemed like good people. It was fun smoking marijuana and drinking and feeling cool. But it led me down a path. Some Satan worshippers seem like good people. One man I knew even owned his own business. You just never know.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
Thank you all. I understand what you mean. Maybe I shouldn't judge all worldly people based on those I knew. But in my experiences they all seemed so lost. Group sex, the occult and hard core drug use were the norm. You can at least admire the brothers helping us steer clear of these traps that are so easy to fall in to.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
although I was raised as a witness, I left for a few years as I mentioned. I returned for good in 1977. My worldly 'friends' turned very quickly against me. They wanted me to continue in Satan worship activities and even threatened my life. I explained that I had nothing to fear, that my god would soon crush Satan. Most never contacted me again but one expressed interest and asked for some publications.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
As i've been reading this forum, several things i've witnessed have shocked me. I've seen several who actually proudly admit to being avowed atheists. I can understand having a disagreement on doctrines, but these are people who are at least familiar with the Bible. This is what I fear more than anything. If I leave will I forget my creator? Science tells us we evolved from protoplasma but where did it come from? And they don't know where the original hydrogen came from.
i disagree on some doctrine with the organisation.
yet, i also know these are the kindest,most loving people on earth.
such people must be guided by the holy spirit.
I disagree on some doctrine with the organisation. Yet, I also know these are the kindest,most loving people on Earth. Such people must be guided by the Holy Spirit. I went out into the world when I was a teenager and in my early 20's. I began smoking and drinking. I began to have an attitude of 'what's in it for me' like all the other worldly people. I stole from my family and even dabbled in demonic rituals and Satan worship. One evening while attending l concert, i passed out after trying marijuana. I came to and could not think properly. I immediately contacted the Elders.
I've lived a clean life since those times and I just don't want to return to that lifestyle. The world is truly a dangerous place and satan truly will devour a person. There is no love outside of the organisation.
weeping.
