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"I want to have faith in god but I don't see any evidence that proves he exists."
According to Romans 10:17, and according to my personal experience, Faith (a wide opening of higher dimensions and realities to our spiritual eyes) is a "free gift" that results from setting aside religion, and instead sincerely pursuing the map (hidden in plain sight throughout scripture), which is known variously as:
- the 5 solas (of the reformation)
- the liberating gospel of grace
- the plan/message/map of salvation
- the plan/message/map of liberation
- the plan/message/map of reconciliation
- the plan/message/map of restoration
- imputed righteousness (justification)
- imputed holiness (sanctification)
- bissar (in Hebrew), injil/injeel (in Arabic/Urdu/Quran)
None of the priceless "free gifts" attached to this plan/message/map can be earned, deserved or paid for. This creates a very level playing field that anyone can choose to step onto at any time, without reference to any human/s or organisation/s.
By the way, this plan/message/map was revealed to Abraham who was not a Jew, Christian, or Muslim, although all these groups see him as their earthly spiritual father.
Abraham was also not a religionist.
Some reading that may help (in the Message Bible): Romans, Introduction to Galatians, Galatians.
Best wishes on life's journey.
Fernando