NSY: Welcome to our congregation, did you bring your publisher card with you? :-) I loved to hear your brief story. I was since the age of 6 with the dream of one day become a Missionary, and lived frustrated with the idea of not achieving it until last year. But your brief comments removed the last remnants out of my system. thank you.
If you dont want to be identified yet then dont add anymore details, actually you gave away one already :-) so hopefully there are no lurkers here who do research.
Have your read crisis of consience yet? thats a must. And probably you should start reading and preparing on how to little by little help your husband and children see the light if you plan to eventually fade completely. Keep reading the forum theres a thread that even has a letter to write to the Elders so they cant not Disfellowship you or give any public announcements.
Other than that welcome again