I know who you mean, the chap that wrote the essay on the creation book. His family where deep in and I think they were friends or relatives with GB member Schroeder, who he spoke with, but was only basically able to give him the answer "faith". In fact if I remember rightly, he even went to New York Bethel and questioned the main author of the creation book, whose name also slips my mind.
Is his story on jwfacts, or is it a book..danged if I can remember.
Love your story, beautifully written. You are obviously a journalist in your alternate, twilight, unlived non JW life!!