Now you have sunk to the depths of complete absurdity!
It's like saying the abusive husband is actually a loving husband as long as he finds a way to make it up to her for all the years of wife-beating.
But more importantly you are still ignoring the necessity that the god of xtian theism must always act consistently with his own self-proclaimed standards of love otherwise he cannot exist.
I have never seen a more pathetic example of special pleading.