I have a story to tell. Please be patient whilst I try to explain myself.
This is the truth as God as my witness.
I am here to warn people. I am here to share my experience to help others from the same as what Im going through.
I do not know when the demons came to me but I think it was in 2007 sometime.
To begin with they were very subtle and subliminal and I did not know they were there.
I lived my life as I normally would not knowing anything was wrong, I add here I was not
religious in any way. This lasted for about a year or so. Then one night I get these words
come to me. Put together they made, what the demons called "The Judgement Song". It was
very scarey and I posted it on the internet whilst I was under their influence. Soon after,
one night I felt very strange and scared. A few things that could not be called coincidence
happened also. I had no idea what was happening. At the time I believed in Aliens
(I dont anymore - they arent in the Bible).
That night I slept in my daughters bed because I had started getting thoughts which were
not my own and this was the first time I knew it. The demons were talking to me.
This is when I realised something was going on. The demons were
asking me many questions pretending to be aliens. I believed them and was very scared.
I had a migraine and could not sleep because of their talking. Over time They took things
Id seen off the internet and made them seem real. I did not know any better as to what
was happening, I was not religious and had no idea or any real knowledge of religion.
Eventually They took over my body, my thoughts, my life. I experienced and still experience
vile visions and heard/hear the most vile words. They know my life, all my sins and make me
relive them from time to time through visions and thoughts. Things are better now than what
they used to be. I believe God and Jesus found me and are helping me. I was terribly
tormented to put it mildly.
Now although I still see the visions and hear them talking, God and Jesus help me not be
scared and help me through each day and help me learn. Although I am worried about what
has happened. When I was psycotic some very bad things happened which is why I "know"
they were demons and "not a figment of my imagination". I will not go into detail, but I am
being told I sinned against The Holy Spirit. I do not know what this means except it is
unforgivable. I'd be very appriciative if someone could explain to me fully what this means.
I love and thank Jehovah and Jesus for all they have done for me helping me cope. I will
mention the medication did not stop the demons from talking and did not stop the visions.
Ive learned not to respond to the demons, Im learning to pray and am learning to be
religious. The demons hate God and Jesus. They try to confuse me with my learning.
But with God and Jesus'and Kingdom Halls' help I am learning. I started going to Kingdom
Hall not long after the awful torment stopped and is where I learned what I know. I am very
thankful for all Ive learned there. But since looking up Galatians 5:19-21 I have come to
realise that JW's are not living according to those verses, namely "heresies". I want to
live what is right, I must do what is right and so am considering moving to a Church. The
doctrines at Kingdom Hall go against opinion or doctrine with the orthodox or accepted
doctrine, of a church and religious system. You do not accept the cross, which in essence,
is heresy. Since my experience I feel with all good conscience it would be wrong of me to
continue with Kingdom Hall due to this fact. I love the people, I love the help they have
offered me but I feel I must stick to conformity within the Cristian Church.
I would appriciate peoples feedback on this. To please Jehovah and Jesus I must do the
right thing.
I hope people have learnt from this post. Watch every thought. Be strong with regards to
faith to Jehovah and Jesus, know and live by the scriptures, but be strong enough to say I
dont agree when something doesnt seem right. I know what a tight knit group you all are,
but for the sake of being with Jehovah in everlasting life, which I know you want, we need
to do the right thing even if that means upheaval.
So to the person who wanted to know why God didnt tell us about germs etc. Id say dont worry
about germs when there are more important things to concern ourselves with. It is written
somewhere that if all was to be written that needed to be written then the world would be
filled with scripture :) I think what was given to us is all we really NEED. Now if only I
knew it all before all this started then perhaps i wouldnt have had to go through all of this.
At least you can learn from my mistakes. The demons are real. They are just like us but
invisible. They can take on solidly form.
Keep faith, without Jehovah I would not have the mental capacity to write what Ive written.
Hallelujah