i'm also new here and i understand what your going through,i left 4 years ago and then last may i went back because i missed my family and got reinstated in july and then ones wouldnt talk to me and then the elders and some in the hall wanted me to take my 2 kids and leave my unbeliving husband.,i was like that isnt happening.so i havent been to the meetings since december i moved with my husband and kids to a diffrent house and it was nice i thought they cant find me here and my family is upset and telling me i need to go back to the meetings your killing your kids if you dont take them to the meetings.dont turn your back on jehovah,i'm so sick of it everything. i'm just not going to take the pressure anymore between my husband and my mother.see my family i havent heard from in the 4 years i've been disfellowshipped is now upset with me for not going and not even caring that they wanted me to leave my husband.she said they are just imperfect people you have to forgive them.ugh no i'm not.most of my family i havent seen in 9 years because they are upset i dont feel the way they do. i have found having friends that arent witnesses helps alot trying to get the support you need,i'm doing that through my friends on fb,the fb i'm told the society is not wanting them to have anymore cause it takes away from there time in service i was told this by my mother.
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Introducing myself
by crazy2try inhi all, i am new to the forum and recently left the witnesses.
i was excited to see this site and enjoyed reading a lot of the posts.
it is nice to read so many of the same thoughts and feelings that i have had over the years.