SD-7
It does take time to adjust and I would say 3 years is still early in the transition, especially if your wife is still in the cult and is still brainwashed with recharge from assembly.
Please seek Life dont wait for it to come to you...make a life for yourself doing the things you now have the freedom to explore..hobbies, reading, writing, start a journal, get out of your home even if you dont feel like it, join a gym or group that is doing something for the world...You have only begun to live the real life...YOU CAN DO IT...the rewards will come. :-)
Peace and Love to you
Sherilynn