I have made it a practice to stay far, far away from these types of discussions on the board but this one time I am going to offer my .02 understanding that it is only my .02 and not worth that depending on who you ask...
I can only ask Shelby and all others who "hear" the voice of the lord to step away from the situation and analyze it objectively. I personally cannot explain why the lord would choose any one person or another to speak to, in bible times or now. But notice this link:
http://www.enotalone.com/article/3109.html
Its not my place, nor my desire, to tell anyone the lord did or did not talk to them. But consider, most of us spent years in association with an organization that we believed, we KNEW, DEEP DOWN, was God's one true organization. We were utterly convinced. With every fiber of our being. I'm just saying that "feeling" something is true does not make it so. That link is very informative, and very compassionate. Please take a look.