Hello & a huge welcome to you! Thank you for your story, you have probably noticed that all of our stories are quite similar. That's because we have been programmed & mind controlled by the same messages & activities. I just want to say to you sweety, plse take the pressure off youself. Try to relax about this life you were given. Start to enjoy yourself and stop looking to 7 very imperfect controlling men who call themselves the governing body. They are laughable!!!! They only have power because people are being fooled. Don't let that person be you!
When you feel stronger expose this WT society to yourself. They are a dangerous cult and blood guilty.
Plse stay in touch ok......... all the best to you. You are on a path of freedom!
clarity