Finger poised over the BUTTON ha ha ....nice going!
Big welcome Miss Worldly .....around here worldlies are special!
clarity
hey!
i've been hanging around her for a while.
this is the third attempt at my 'hello'.
Finger poised over the BUTTON ha ha ....nice going!
Big welcome Miss Worldly .....around here worldlies are special!
clarity
i remember that every time when my father and i came home from the meeting, my mother (who stayed at home for my disabled brother) asked us "who was attending and who wasn't attending".. and then, we took some time to drink coffee and went through the list who was there and who wasn't.
there after there was an opinion made why someone was absent and what this meant in relation with his strength of believe.. just curious, do you recognize this?
gorby.
Right on Gorb & Was....other than some of the embarrassing 'porn' talks...nothing. But the clothes & shoes & Idiosyncrasies & shuns yes!
based on what we've seen, it seems to me that of the seven, splane and jackson are the smartest; herd, lett and morris the least intelligent; and sanderson and losch somewhere in the middle.
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what's your impression?.
Oh yes they are intelligent ......... but only when fighting to save their own asses! These men are narcissists!
They have a grandiose sense of self-importance, they are unique! No one is like them ....god is on their side, so their power is Huge!............oh yeah just brilliant!
lately my mental health has been rapidly declining.
i have anorexia and deppression, and my anxiety has become overwhelming.
i have been to many doctors/therapists in the past, but because i have not been magically cured my parents dont want to get me any more help.
Blackwolf .... feel so sorry for you ...what you are going through feels terrible ...I know.
A few little tips ...slow your breathing down, do not hyperventilate. Breathe out completely and then breathe into your belly & then to your upper chest. Calm down your racing compulsive thoughts. Realize that it is normal to have many thoughts ...... but it is up to you to decide which thoughts are helpful & which ones are not. You do not have pay attention or act on any of them.........you can just let the harmful thoughts go on by.....like a leaf floating down a stream...let it float away.
Get some help, a therapist, talk to a good friend or check-out the books in the Library about how to be happy. You deserve to live free from those awful feelings, hang in there you will make it!
clarity
so i've been pretty good at not going to meetings lately.
yesterday i went for the co's last talks.
older co. his last talk was absolutely shocking.
I could hardly read thru this .... omg feel the claustrophobia! Yes just like the "Hotel California" you can check in but ....you can't check out! What an evil trap! Watchtower is the ultimate CHILD SNATCHERS!
This organization is wrong on so many levels:
* Child abuse 2 witnesses rule! Hide the pedophile & silence the child!
* Prohibiting lifesaving medical treatment! Providing thugs to stand over you to make sure you let your children die!
* Lifetime df & shunning & spiritual stoning for made-up reasons, causing high numbers of suicides!
* Coercion (complete with threats of death) to be baptized while young!
Shall I go on.................
clarity
first person to identify this building and its location gets to post the next image .
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and on we go!.
Because I was so off with the answer to the picture question, thought I would post a picture of my guess. Wow I was a way off, here are pics of my guess ......
first person to identify this building and its location gets to post the next image .
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and on we go!.
Looks like the place in Sweden or Norway where non hybrid natural seeds are saved. ;-)
when i think of integrity, a lot of positive connotations come to mind.
i think of individuals grounded in principles, who do not operate on opinions that change based on the breeze of political or social change.
a life that is directed by a code of morality, not on capricious emotions.
Maybe the integrity of jws can be summed-up in the often heard retort...
"even if they are wrong, I still wouldn't leave!"
clarity
hi... i am new and after nearly 20 years after being disassociated at 15 i would like to make contact with others who have similar difficulties.
my mother was disfellowshipped shortly after my rebellion and had all ties with both her mother and brother cut and that remains the case.. just really hacked off with not being able to put things in the proper place in my life after all these years.
for the record i don't know if i believe in god but am searching for some peace as i seem to self destruct on a regular basis.. any ideas anyone?.
Good morning from Canada Kurt ....a big welcome goes out to you. Glad you found jwn. All of us here are very different but the ONE thing that is the same is our experience with a high control, dangerous cult.
Start researching everything that troubles you ...if you haven't already. Many of us thought that it was ourselves who were weak, or wrong ....... we were so deluded ........ it is the other way around. Watchtower's deceit is legion .....they have blood on their hands.
Love & best wishes for you & your family's enlightenment.
clarity
i wanted to introduce myself.
like many of you i was born-in, am married with one child.
after 36 years of this cycle: doubts-thought stopping- suppression- indoctrination-cult mode i realised enough was enough.
good for you John ...very best wishes for your family. What was the one thing that shook you awake?
clarity