cyberjesus
>>Nope I did not decided that in the same sense I did not decided to believe either. I did not questioned my belief in god either. I was indoctrinated I was told I did not have a consious desiciion to belive in God. So that decisition was never taken. Well now that i realized that I didnt decided that then i just stopped believing. If you are driving a freaking car and the gas tank gets empty then you will slow down. because its empty. Why do you keep insisting that I decided to stop the car? there is no agenda. I ran out of the fuel that moved me in GOD's path.
You ran out of fuel and others still have fuel... do those with fuel then have an agenda? You say stopping your car is without agenda, so, to me this presupposes that someone who doesn't stop the car then has an agenda. All I'm trying to do is see WHY you ran out of fuel, when I still have fuel. I'm sharing my fuel... why doesn't it work for your car? That's all I'm asking.
>>>Nope, wrong. We can take desicions either good or bad. they have nothing to do with the facts. I did not decided not to belief. That would mean that I say to myself "uh myself lets not belief in God" --- "oh ok that sounds good" that... never happened.
That made me laugh! --- okay, so that never happened, in that manner... but it did so happen that you asked questions, that, while you still had belief you researched it, and, in researching it you found the conclusion that there is no evidence. Finding a conclusion = making an educated guess = decision. Your decisions are based on evidence. Some things, like deciding what flavor ice cream we will have or not to have ice cream at all when it is served to you, are simple decisions that follow your formula "uh myself, let's not have ice cream" --- "Oh ok that sounds good" while other decisions, such as were to live or what to do in a moral dilemma will take a little more conversation with oneself "should I live in New York or travel over seas? Will I get homesick... the weather is good here, it is more expensive there... etc..." or "do I let my friend cheat of my homework? cheating is wrong, then again they didn't get to study because they had a family emergency at home" or "do I let this person steal from the rich to give to the poor? Or steal food because they are starving? I am against stealing... but..."
An idea or concept of God was presented to you. Even in your definition of the word Atheist the definition is dependent on knowing the meaning of the word God. That is a revelation I had talking to you on this thread: Your definition of Atheist: lack of belief in god(s) - can you even define "atheist" without using the word "god" ???? So how do you discuss what it is to be an atheist without discussing god? Most atheist conversations are about the wrongs of religion, about how illogical the idea of god is, etc... the word Atheist presupposes that the concept of god(s) is presented to you. On a small scale: if ice cream is presented to you and you decide not to have any: that is a choice; it is a decision. You reject the ice cream. If the concept of God is presented to you and you decide that it is foolishness and you don't believe in it (again: the definition of atheist presupposes that at least the concept of god is known) so you don't believe in anything; you lack belief: you are rejecting what has been presented: that is a choice; a decision.
>>you have your truth but also millions of poeple in the world.. should we discuss everypersons truth to see which one is the truth? Your reality will be whatever you want it to be. I love my brain so I cant believe in something I dont have evidence or a way to prove it.
A few times here I mention how there seem to be truths for everyone... I'm looking more to what is in common, not what divides us. I do not agree with Mormon's doctrine, however I do tend to agree with much of their ideology. Among the nicest people are mormons. One mormon friend, knowing I was Catholic and not likely to convert, drove me home to San Diego, California from Salt Lake, Utah simply so I wouldn't have to buy a plane ticket. I only saw this friend once since... no ulterior motive, no try at a kiss good bye... (which I secretly wanted). There are many things I have in common with the mormons. And there are many things I have in common with atheists... What is true? What is kind? I am not asking to discuss "every person's truth" but what is, or tends to be, true for most people...
>>Theres no point of having a debate because you already decided that it must have been mickey mouse who spoke to you
I do not have my mind made up on "Mickey Mouse" or on God... hence this thread: hence the questioning. This is not the first time I have questioned it. This will surely not be the last. I feel I have learned from you... To say that there is no point in debating a person who IS questioning: well, to me that sounds like a person who has his mind made up.
BurnTheShips
Thank you for the welcome. I haven't been on debate forums like this for at least some 10 years, I used to debate and converse with atheists regularly, but at one point they have heard all you have to say and you have heard all they have to say and it grows tiresome... Just recently it sparked me again, because I do have doubts. I don't always engage in debates with atheists when I have doubts, but I am in constant doubt. The one thing is that none of us know anything for sure. I don't claim that. However I trust that things are true, and many times, when I am very comfortable in that trust, I do say "I know God is true" ---
I had visited a couple of catholic forums and found that there were not many atheists/non Catholics so I didn't feel it was a good place to gain their perspective. I tend to find atheists incredibly intelligent and genuinely love what they have to say, because I feel that people tend to innately come to the concept of God (many cultures, early societies and modern societies all have a belief in a god or gods - they all may disagree on the details about those gods but generally most people do believe there is one) so to explain away, what in my thinking, is a natural conclusion: you have to be pretty good. So thank you for the catholic forum. :) Although: there is some comfort coming to a board to speak with atheists were no one knows who you are... On a Catholic board: someone might know me! But, for me, it is home, I love the Catholic Faith: it is so beautiful to me. I think I'll check it out. The theology is awesome. Have you read any of the Theology of the Body? good stuff!