@Witness my Fury: I understand your point.
@Watersprout: Thanks this made em feel better ^_^.
and thanks to everyone for the advices ^_^.
peace,
Love BT
BlackTwisted
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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@ wannabefree: I am telling thetruth, just because i mispell a lot, doesn't mean i am not telling the truth. and thanks for not intended to harm me. but i am really 15 though, i have no reason to lie about my age.
@judge dread: if you don't belive a word of this then why are you even wasting your time posting your response to this? i am being serious, but if you don't believe it, whatever. and i am black...>.>
@witness my fury: (nice user name btw.) Okay, but there's barely any boys around me in my neighborhood, and al lthe guys that used to live in my neighborhood, moved away, i still however contact them, we just don't see each other too much and yes, we are friends.
side note: i don't know who clint eastwood or dirty harry is, everytime i think of those name, the band "gorillaz" enters my mind. but i'll look them up.
@Aguest: (no, my family just calls me twisted sometimes as my nick name, i just added black to the name because my favorite color is black..not to mention i AM black.lol) But okay, well, i wasn't exactly...okay, well, i guess you can say i was asking if he was mr.right. and youre right, i should take the time to know him first, not just him, but everyone of whom i tal kto, live or online.
@GLTirebiter:ohh okay, i get it now (i'm kinda slow sometimes...>.<) and i'm not hiding him from my parents, well, at firsdt i was until she asked "who's edward cullen? i know i heard that name before from somewhere."
Me: "he's my friend mom, from online, and the name is from that sparkling vampire..oh, but his real name is edward though."
My Mom: "oh okay..and what kind of vampire sparkles in the sunlight?!"
Me: " I know right, it just ruins the whole concept of vampires and spehanie meyer did not write a good book with this and..." so on and so on lol but i do get your point of this though GLTirebiter :P
@Ding: google my friend, google, i hav the info i need to make sure he's legit.
@Mrs.Jones: True, good point of that.
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What music did you have to throw out when you was still in your teens?
by BlackTwisted ini was always curious lol.. .
well, i remeber i had to, wel lhonestly, i didn't listen to music too much when i was younger, just on the radio, and i had no choice ( i didn't have a computer then and i was about 11 at that time) so we got a computwer when i was about 13 (i am currently 15..wow..i make myself sound old lol.
) and i remeber i was listemning to 3 6 mafia (a huge mistake) and my mom liked the instrumental.beat of the song, but i was playing it soo loud, she even heard the lyrics, and she told me to switch it to another song..so i did..i switched to cascada's everytime we touch..o_o.. .
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i was always curious lol.
well, i remeber i had to, wel lhonestly, i didn't listen to music too much when i was younger, just on the radio, and i had no choice ( i didn't have a computer then and i was about 11 at that time) so we got a computwer when i was about 13 (i am currently 15..wow..i make myself sound old lol.) and i remeber i was listemning to 3 6 mafia (a huge mistake) and my mom liked the instrumental.beat of the song, but i was playing it soo loud, she even heard the lyrics, and she told me to switch it to another song..so i did..i switched to cascada's everytime we touch..O_O.
but now i have a MP3 player!!! mwhahaha, so i can now add songs i want without having to search for anhything :P
oh, and another question after you chunked out your records and stuff and had a MP3 player waaay back (before 2003) would you put the music back on the ones you threw out? i sure would! :P
and btw, what is your favorite music/music artist/band do you listen to?
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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@GL: True, but i meant like a chat site, like those cute avatars ^_^ like imvu, zwinky,habbo,etc. definitely not dating sites like eharmony, i could look up a 50 year old dude if i wanted too :P lol.
I wil lbe carful, i always search them up on google just to make sure they aer who they say they are..not to mention google's my best friend :P and if you mean her seeing me um..doing something with myself, then i will keep the door shut, lol jks but i wil think 3 times...or more than that...^_^
P.S thanks for the avatar help ^_^
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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lmao shamus xD
@Mrsjones: i feel so much better...*cries a little* E-hug! :D
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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hehe i know that's right, my mom's studying to become a witness, but she has a lot of things to work on...hehe so she isn't as restricted but she stil lwatches me..on everything..like she is now..o.o
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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Aww, poor mrs.jones :( *hugs you* you will be okay, at least you are a married and have a husband with kids ^_^
how do i change my profile picture? >.<
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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Okay, i can post again!!! YAYZ! xD
so now i have reviwed these responses and answers from everyone, and honestly, most of you have very good points, esp Yknot and Aguest..and Black Sheep somewhat...And i decided to take it slow, even if my bf dies in armageddon...he will be remebered to me. but anyways..enough with the funeral talk..it makes me sad..lol
but i have really really thought about this, and you all know the answer to the bf online thing. i am not breaking it off with him.
but as for real life, i will take this slow. all i do have is one life, and i don't want to regret anything that i didn't do while i am in my teens and so on.
heh, i feel a lot better, maybe i did need to get something out after all! ^_^
well um...this topic is kind of over...message me if you all want. bye! ^_^
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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@Yknot: godd night Yknot ^_^ and about the dating him thing, i am not gonna break it off with him,. i wil lgive him a chance, i know ir sounds wrong, but i want to follow what i belive is right in my heart, and i dont think just sending him off without a good reason is a mistake also, i know, i have a lot to learn, but even if we did break up, we would stil ltalk to each other so either way, it's okay with me! just long as nothing comes between us ^_^
and i wil lsleep well tonight ^_^
EDIT:@rosepetal: well, thanks for the critsizism...and advice, and there's a lot of reasons why parents let their children have freedom over the internet, one they want to feel trusted, and plus, even if the parents were VERY strict like some in my family, they would still do it anyway, just behind their backs. so either way, they're going to do it.
my mom DOES watch me, i be doing more than just chatting, i make vids a lot, so i go back and forth watch youtube videos, multitasking, i just don't do one thing.
however, you are right, but he lives very far from me so i doubt he could travel over :P and even if he did, he would have to be at my house.
@ people who thinks my mom doesn't protect me: my mom is protective of me, she trusts me, don't any of you see that? she DOES protect me. just because it's not the way you guys do it, doesn't mean she doesn't protect me and trust me. nobody's perfect, people do things differ from other people.
Also, i am a good kid, so i have been told, i mean, i would never like sneak out or anything like that, my mom trust me and i trust her. plus, my mom ALWAYS talk to the people i talk to now before i EVEN can consider them friends, she makes sure my friends aren't pedos, (if they're my online buddies.) and this include females i talk to online also, not just the males. so she KNOWS what i am doing. you guys jump conclusions sometimes..>_> but i do like you all still lol so i can't complain. but please, don't blame my mother. we all trust one another, and also, she is a single parent. Yes, it is hard to belive that she allows me this access to the internet, but she DOES supervise me, it may not be the way you guys would do it, but she does supervise me on computer. i kid you not.
yes, i know cyber dating/chatting is dangerous, why do you think i don't mind my mom talking to my peeps on the phone from online?Her sixth sense is stronger than mine at most costs. and about the dating issue, i am not going to call it off unless there is a very good reason to.(no,cyber dating isn't a good enough reason to call it off, i already know what i need to know about him. and so far, there hasn't been any false identification, i asked him trick questions just to make sure. so i know he wasn't or isn't lying. however, i will still keep a good eye on what i am doing and him too and everyone else of who i talk to online.
again, i appreciate people who cares a lot about this, although you guys critisized me a little, at least i know there's plenty of people who cares.
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@mad Dawg: yes, he could be pretending to be 40, that happens in most cases. and thanks for not bashing me, i guess you can't have fairytales and realioty coming at you at the same time, wanting them both.
@AGuest: (just a guest??) Your right, i am taking this a little too fast. i do have my years to go..if we are ever going to last that long aha. but to be on the real side, you are right. also, that is why i don't want to become a JW early at my age, i feel if i rush that also, i would miss out on everything (not anything bad like rebellious things, but you know, being a kid, not that i have a problem becoming one or anything , i just don't want that to be rushed also) because belive it or not, when parents rush their kids (i'm talking on the parents side this time) to become a JW or something other than that, some of their kids may become disfellowshipped. not trying to say that all parents or kids are like that. but that sometimes happens.Which i sometimes belive that's why my mom isn't too restrictive on my cases.She wants me to enjoy my time as a youth. she wants me to let me have my own privacy because not to be rude or anything..but...if my mom was restrictive on all of my cases in my life, we wouldn't be very close like we are now, sorry if this is kind of rude (i wasn't intended to be rude,but sorry if this is offensive to some people) but just imagine, mom and daughtyer in a same house, not speaking to each other..that would kind of be creepy and sad a bit.
but Aguest, you are right, i only have one life, and life is what you make it.
@Black Sheep: oh my...O_O um..okay, Thank you for the information on this.
(oh, and sorry that i couldn't post this in another response, i'm kind of at my limit.)
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(sighs) i kinda have a problem...>.<
by BlackTwisted inhey guys, well, idk where to turn to at this point, but i feel like pouring my heart out to a random people, so please hear me out.. .
okay, so i have been online dating, for um, about a year or two, i am 15, and i am not sure if any of you have heard the "sixth sense" i have that, and i feel i can trust this dude, so i am sure he is who he says he is, i don't have any bad vibes about him...except he's an athiest :( but other than that, he is a really nice guy, we have started dating this month.
yes, we have cybering, but not much, and no, we dont send any explicit pics and we're both virgins.
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@Yknot: thanks, it seems that you have the advice i need ^_^..other people had the advice as well...but i wish they hadn't come at my neck like that! O_O lol, but i wil ltake yours and others advice though^_^.
and it seems people thought i was using sites like eharmony..*facepalm* i dont want to meet old people! so i guess that's why they came at my neck like that haha xD!
and about the KH assoication, my mom doesn't mind, she's pretty laid back at most stuff, but she is strict on some stuff..see what i mean?
and maybe i might gom back to public school...i seemed to have missed out a lot. but then again..it seemed that i made a right decision, not to give in peer presure, i guess things have a good side and a darkside..>.>
however, about the bf issue, idk, i guess i am over-reacting because of a lot of stress i suppose. now this made me feel a lot better. ^_^
@ex-witness: no, i don't personally mind being *him* (sorry, i keep mispelling, stupid keyboard!) an athiest, it's just that..you know how JWs get when they find out your dating someone who isn't their own faith..>_>.
but i thank everyone..except the wingcommander dude or whatever his name is. for helping me ^_^, i feel a lot better, i feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders! ^_^ i was just over-reacting over the whole virtual realtionship, but i guess i just wanted to be extra careful. now that i think of it...i think the PMS has gotten me again..this always happens when i'm on it -_- i get over emotional over nothing, then i have mood-swings..grr. curse those darn things! >.<
and i think i was looking at one post and saw hikura's, she seem slike the person i would hang with and be best buds with ^_^. so i thank almost everyone for helping me and putting me in my place, you all made me realized that i was over-reacting. and what i was doing is wrong (which is something i am trying to work on) but however, i do feel sometimes suicidal, not al lthe times, i have my days...unfortunately, this was one of them, but i am over it, and a big thanks to Yknot ^_^