Hi Julia,
So sorry that two Elders intruded into your privacy to challenge your doubts. Doubts, are what many of JW's have on their minds, and no visitation, and coercion will work to make them go away. It is a humbling experience to allow someone into your home, with less experience/knowledge try to counsel you, in fact it's a joke.
I hope that it ends with them thinking that your are depressed, and that they don't thow the book at you. Everyone, deserves the right to think for themselves.
All the best,
QB