Phizzy - "Even when I was a practicing and believing JW, when they used to spin stuff as a 'Blessing', or 'Evidence we are deep in to the time of the End' I use to think then, 'No it isn't'..."
"Everything is proof we're right! Even the stuff that contradicts the other stuff!"
Know what's really funny?
Back when I was still in (but by my mid-30s, terribly unhappy), a big part of me genuinely hoped that was true...
...specifically because I foolishly assumed that once the Big A was actually one and done, I'd finally be free of the Org.
I actually felt sick to my stomach when it became painfully clear (from both platform talks and in correspondence/literature) that the Watchtower Society explicitly planned on governing the entire world - with the Warwick compound serving as the de facto capital, no less - for the full Thousand-Year Reign, if not longer.
I didn't want to live on this planet, anymore.