here is an excerpt from my book .
currently in editing.
this was the hardest chapter to write, since it has some technical explanations.. whadya think?.
Dear everyone,
Sorry I keep you all waiting for four more years! But the book is now published and available on my website Phoenix of Faith.
It was a ten-year project and has grown to 368 pages and 43 chapters. I sure appreciate all your encouraging comments and interest.
Love you all for your support. Couldn't have done it without JWN!
hugs
ESTEE/satinka
hi beksbks,.
i was searching for my recent thread and stumbled on this from four years ago:.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172028/1/anyone-remember-a-story.
Hi Simon and jgnat,
I didn't realize I was being such a bother when I couldn't find my posts. I have never had that problem of not finding posts before. I guess I don't know all the ins and outs of running a forum. I'm no expert, so I'm glad that you are there for folks like me. So thanks both of you for you help with this as it is much appreciated.
Hi beksbks, Comatose and clarity, Let's talk on the other thread at http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172028/1/Anyone-remember-a-story posted four years ago, which I only found yesterday.
Love,
satinka
hi beksbks,.
i was searching for my recent thread and stumbled on this from four years ago:.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172028/1/anyone-remember-a-story.
Hi jgnat,
How can a thread just disappear? It was called New Book Published. It had links to my website Phoenix of Faith, as well as other cool stuff. When I used to do searches, my name would appear in pages and pages of searches. Now most of them are gone. Has someone hacked the forum?
I would greatly appreciate if you might please check for me.
satinka
hi beksbks,.
i was searching for my recent thread and stumbled on this from four years ago:.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172028/1/anyone-remember-a-story.
Hi Beksbks,
I was searching for my recent thread and stumbled on this from four years ago:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172028/1/Anyone-remember-a-story
Never found the thread I was looking for. Maybe it has been deleted.
I also can't find the thread about me asking for my new name (from ESTEE to satinka). Maybe Simon or a mod can help.
Much appreciated,
satinka
being written by a poster here.
a woman, and she spoke of her youth, her father buring down the house, etc??
i would love to read that again, or read the next installment if there is one..
Hi beksbks,
Lovely to hear from you! I had a link posted about my book, but I can't find it in a search any longer.
I am now called satinka. My book is called "Phoenix of Faith" and it is available on my website.
No religion, that is not me who you located. Religion has had its day, as far as I'm concerned.
Cheers,
satinka
just had to post this link ... it is a keeper!.
marc latham captured the meaning of the great.
price that will be paid... by having association with wt.. >.
Well said, "to entrap the vulnerable!" and "To be a JW you have to be all three of those monkeys."
So sad. Yet JWs are taught that they are the happiest people on earth. What brainwash! So out of touch with their feelings that they "think" they are happy because they are "told" they are happy. Yet, a large fraction of JWs are on anti-depressants. Yeah, sure, "happiest people on earth."
There is happiness after leaving the JWs. Trust your inner guidance, otherwise known as conscience!
"there was a kid who turned down a college scholarship so he could pioneer.
how stupid!
i would do anything to have a scholarship.
Yup, smart girl! Smart parents, too, to encourage such "independent" thinking!
i finally came to the realization that i am ugly.
i'm 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
women pay me absolutely no attention when i'm in public.
I just bet you aren't ugly. Perhaps you were conditioned to believe you are ugly because you can't measure up to the JW standard of perfection. But then, no one can.
Take it easy on yourself!
satinka
http://www.upworthy.com/a-4-year-old-girl-asked-a-lesbian-if-shes-a-boy-she-responded-the-awesomest-way-possible.
hotb .
Great advice indeed!
satinka
to be honest i figured until i received some pleasure, enjoyment.
in waking people up on their day off, there was no way i was going.
to pressure anyone else to do the same.
Clarity wrote:
as I was told we had J's protection, a 'sister' in the group was taking an older lady to the doors ....& the older one fell on icy steps! She broke her hip ...never recovered & died about 6 mths later
I'll just bet that gave you some ... clarity!
satinka
