In my view, a god that doesn't clearly, universally and unequivocally reveals himself to the creatures he requests worship from, isn't worth wasting time with.
If a god is something "that than which nothing greater can be thought", then god should be the epitome of clarity, transparency and uncontroversial truth. None of the above applies to the purported god of christianity.
But it's exactly like this, clearly as crystal.
"Fax mentis incendium gloriae" and "Memo bis punitor delicatum". Like Willy Wonka said. LoL
But while one stands in revolt and denial only a black cloud is visible.
Don't let the Watchtower fill your vision with revolt. If so you will continue being a slave.