Richie, get out the cult while you are still young.
Focus on getting an education and a career. The Watchtower is going down the pan. Look at how facile the new publications are. They are treating their followers like children and you are too close to even notice.
Your lack of critical thinking ability is obvious from this thread. You are young you can sort that.
Good luck and we are here to help you. JWfacts.com is a great palce to start.
Seriously dude ... He is so bawlin yo. Don't even realz the JW shiz bro, fo realz.
(my vain attempt at communicating with the youth)