Sorry to hear that, I know how pets become more than pets family... all of my good energy to you and Blue, hope she gets well soon!!
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can i vent? ....
by talesin inokay,,, my cat was in a fight last weekend ... new cat on the block,, 2 drs away, territorial stuff .... .
twice, she saw the vet last week, and has two puncture wounds,,, one near her eye ... .
she was fine when i took her to see the doc on saturday, but now, her eye is infected again.. .
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Did You Ever Make the Pilgrimage?
by Quendi inhow many of you have ever visited one of the branch offices or world headquarters of jehovah's witnesses?
i was an active witness for nearly thirty years and was associated with the cult for more than thirty-five before finally walking away for good last year.
during all those years i never made a trip to brooklyn bethel.
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I never visited... and I had the opportunity many times... My roommate spent her life savings on the bus trip (she is an ilegal inmigrant and cannot go on a plane, no documents).... we live in Texas so that was over 28 hour ride (w all the stops).... I flew to Key West instead.......... best thing I ever did!!!
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Question, Mormon temples.
by jam inthe mormon temples will build five temples in cities.
worlwide.
the church, with it,s 14.1 million members.
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jam,
Barranquilla is a coastal city(pretty big and industrialized) in Colombia, South America... That's where the hell it is!! My advice to you is... get some geography classes or if too lazy for that... use Google earth before posting.... just saying...
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Field Service time wasters
by xelder inlast saturday morning, i ran to the hardware store.
a former co (retired in a circuit provided house) was in the hardware store.
i stopped at starbucks....more jw's.
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I remember we used to do the same thing.. specially ME i hated it going out in service, so i would always offer to drive and do it slowly..... i mean most JWs go out on service cuz they feel lonely and they can spend time w friends and pretend they are in good standing!
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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Thanks everyone for everything.... I am feeling a little bit better today... i had to go to work and that kept me entertained, i am back home now, i get a little down once i get back to the house by myself... but my doggies are doing at keeping me busy....
I have no motivation for anything so the exercise/ all the other activities are going to have to wait, the 1st i need to do is find a doctor... i am actively looking for one.....
Ding, i dont know how much of it is WT related... i don't miss the nosiness and mind control but i am not going to lie, i do miss the people, i miss being surrounded by nice people... regardless of that, now i realize it was all an ilusion and they were my conditional friends....
Unshackled.... WOW!!! watching that video really made me feel better about humankind.... what they did is amazing... there is people who care out there....
Still thinking... thanks for asking.. i am working on it... @ least today i am not crying! :)
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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Thanks Talesin... u dont know what that means to me... :)
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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Thanks everyone, i am seriously going to look for a new doctor... i mean this is too much.. i feel so tired, my house is a mess... if it was for me i would just sleep and let myself die... i need help now! and i can't find it...
I don't want to bother my friends, i know everyone has their own problems and is not fair for me to add to it... is just feeling that everyone has a life and i am loser.... just standing in a little corner by myself... i am terrified of dying alone in this apartment and that no one will notice my absence... i know it sounds dramatic... but when you feel like i do now is the truth.
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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thanks ekruks... i will be checking google for some info.... :)
Also Talesin, thanks for the ideas, i think the one about making a list of people that would miss me may help... i really do not think many people would... :(
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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Thanks for the advice, i think i need motivation to do anything... i have any motivation...
For company i do have pets, i have 2 dogs that i love w all my heart, but i need human interaction.... like i said i feel like life is passing me by... i gained almost 40 pounds in one year, that's how depressed i am.. :(
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What can I do when I feel i can't keep going....
by Free!! ini have been having an awful week/month/year/life and i just feel like i can not move forward anymore... is like life is passing me by and i am just observing from the side lines.... i am so tired, i just want to sleep and never wake up..... has anyone felt like this?
i tried therapy (twice) an it did not work, i tried volunteering and surrounding myself with other people and things to do, and it works until i have to come home, then that feeling of emptiness returns.... .
i am so tired... i do not know what else to do.... .
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I went to the doctor twice about it... nothing... i think i need actual medicine for this... is horrible!!!
I want to get out of thi hole... i am going crazy i want to scream... i want to end it all!! i am tire.. sorry i just needed to vent...