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My encounter today.....

by Free!! in

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let me start with: i havent been to a meeting in almost 2 years, i am "inactive" and the only contact i have w the jw is the an open minded jw friend who i talk to....since i left, i have done what i want, travel, get my nose pierced again (had it pierced before i baptized but they gave me hell for it, even thought the bible doesnt say anything bad about nose piercings) and hang out w "wordly" friends who smoke, drink and swear.... i don't smoke but lately i have been giving this friend a ride and he is a-pack a day type of guy... he left his pack in my car yesterday..... so, i am working evenings this week on a special project, and this morning i decided to run some errands.

i was hungry so i stopped at macdonalds to grab some coffee... i placed my order thru the drive thru and pull over to the pay window, as i look for the money the drive-thru attendant says "wow, hello free!

", i look up and omfg one of the brothers from my congo... i acted like normal (sorry but i dont get nervous of agitated when i see a jw, i just dont give a dang) and smiled and made short conversation, while he is tellng me how much he misses seeing me at the hall, i see his eyes going between my piercing, my jet black goth hair and the pack of cigarettes on my passenger seat.... .

Free!!

hahha... i like everyones ideas... let's make something clear first, i only have ONE relative in the "truth" that i care about... she is my only reason i have not written my DA letter.... i dont give a fking shoot about the JWs anymore, actually i LOVE to see their shock faces whenever i say or do something they dont approve of, even better when someone says the one time "examplary-pioneer" aka ME , has been hanging around w satanic wordly people.... There has been rummors in the cong about why i dont go, some say i accepted blood, fell in love with a wordly man, became materialistic, that i wrote a letter of DA, all of are not true.... (yet)

I knew this aSS was going to ratt me out and i actually enjoyed the process... but i don't want to give the elders the satisfaction of kicking me out.... So, what am i going to do? i am going to visit the brother one more time, this time ima wear my thick black eye-liner, my emo/goth cloths and take my tattoed-chain smoking- gansta looking friend (who i actually like ) with me and instead of just driving thru ima go INSIDE and order, say hi, introduce my friend and let him call me "sweetheart, babe, honey" (as usually) and do all of this INFRONT of the brother, just for kicks.... then wait again for the elders... and......

DENY, DENY, DENY After all is only one witness... obviously ima play my i feel so alone and sad card i need time to think because all of the pain in my life is making me confused...etc, etc...

I'll keep everyone posted... this it too much fun!!

31

My encounter today.....

by Free!! in

jw
friends

let me start with: i havent been to a meeting in almost 2 years, i am "inactive" and the only contact i have w the jw is the an open minded jw friend who i talk to....since i left, i have done what i want, travel, get my nose pierced again (had it pierced before i baptized but they gave me hell for it, even thought the bible doesnt say anything bad about nose piercings) and hang out w "wordly" friends who smoke, drink and swear.... i don't smoke but lately i have been giving this friend a ride and he is a-pack a day type of guy... he left his pack in my car yesterday..... so, i am working evenings this week on a special project, and this morning i decided to run some errands.

i was hungry so i stopped at macdonalds to grab some coffee... i placed my order thru the drive thru and pull over to the pay window, as i look for the money the drive-thru attendant says "wow, hello free!

", i look up and omfg one of the brothers from my congo... i acted like normal (sorry but i dont get nervous of agitated when i see a jw, i just dont give a dang) and smiled and made short conversation, while he is tellng me how much he misses seeing me at the hall, i see his eyes going between my piercing, my jet black goth hair and the pack of cigarettes on my passenger seat.... .

Free!!

hehehhee... well the first attempt was about 2 hours after my sighting... hehe... second around 2.5 hours later.... obviously the texts were something to the effect of.... "how are u sister, we have been thinking about u".... any recommendations?? what should i do??? l want to ignore them and tell them to kiss my @$$.... but the in me feels like toying around w them for a little bit...

What do u think???

31

My encounter today.....

by Free!! in

jw
friends

let me start with: i havent been to a meeting in almost 2 years, i am "inactive" and the only contact i have w the jw is the an open minded jw friend who i talk to....since i left, i have done what i want, travel, get my nose pierced again (had it pierced before i baptized but they gave me hell for it, even thought the bible doesnt say anything bad about nose piercings) and hang out w "wordly" friends who smoke, drink and swear.... i don't smoke but lately i have been giving this friend a ride and he is a-pack a day type of guy... he left his pack in my car yesterday..... so, i am working evenings this week on a special project, and this morning i decided to run some errands.

i was hungry so i stopped at macdonalds to grab some coffee... i placed my order thru the drive thru and pull over to the pay window, as i look for the money the drive-thru attendant says "wow, hello free!

", i look up and omfg one of the brothers from my congo... i acted like normal (sorry but i dont get nervous of agitated when i see a jw, i just dont give a dang) and smiled and made short conversation, while he is tellng me how much he misses seeing me at the hall, i see his eyes going between my piercing, my jet black goth hair and the pack of cigarettes on my passenger seat.... .

Free!!

Let me start with: I havent been to a meeting in almost 2 years, i am "inactive" and the only contact i have w the JW is the an open minded JW friend who i talk to....Since i left, i have done what i want, travel, get my nose pierced again (had it pierced before i baptized but they gave me HELL for it, even thought the bible doesnt say anything bad about nose piercings) and hang out w "wordly" friends who smoke, drink and swear.... I don't smoke but lately i have been giving this friend a ride and he is a-pack a day type of guy... he left his pack in my car yesterday....

So, I am working evenings this week on a special project, and this morning i decided to run some errands. I was hungry so i stopped at MacDonalds to grab some coffee... i placed my order thru the drive thru and pull over to the pay window, as i look for the money the drive-thru attendant says "wow, hello Free!", i look up and OMFG one of the brothers from my congo... i acted like normal (sorry but i dont get nervous of agitated when i see a JW, i just dont give a dang) and smiled and made short conversation, while he is tellng me how much he misses seeing me at the hall, i see his eyes going between my piercing, my jet black goth hair and the pack of cigarettes on my passenger seat.... the expresion in his eyes was to die for is like he had seen Satan in the flesh!!!! lol...

I looked at him and said have a good day..... and started the count down for the Elders to call me, i gave them 48 hours.... guess how long it took them to text me???

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Watchtower and Pets a Picture

by Marvin Shilmer in

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watchtower and pets a picture.

watchtower and pets, an illustration that caused lots of heartache: http://marvinshilmer.blogspot.com/2011/07/watchtower-pets.html.

marvin shilmer.

Free!!

Moreover, the Bible compares those unworthy of a resurrection to the "unreasoning animals [that are] born naturally to be caught and destroyed."—2 Peter 2:9-12. (http://www.watchtower.org/e/20040222a/article_02.htm)

Ok, so i looked around their website and i found this article, they talked ok about pets, but never touch the subject of the how owning a pet may affect your service (keep in mind, this article is part of the website aim to the public to get more people to listen to the JWs)..... Still they keep saying, is pets are a lower life form and we may do we them as we please as long as we don't torture them for pleasure... well, i disagree with one thing here, i do believe that even though animals may not be able to express in words what they feel, the DO have feelings and want to be cuddle and loved... but that's just me!!

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Watchtower and Pets a Picture

by Marvin Shilmer in

jw
friends

watchtower and pets a picture.

watchtower and pets, an illustration that caused lots of heartache: http://marvinshilmer.blogspot.com/2011/07/watchtower-pets.html.

marvin shilmer.

Free!!

U gotta be kidding me!!! stupid, ignorant, good for nothing, playing god @$$es... i am reading this as i lay on my bed with BOTH my DOGS next to me!!!

If an elder, or anyone in the congo EVER would have asked me to not kick my pets out of the house, i would have tell them to shove it....

Sorry, but my pets are my babies! i am not crazy or unbalance but they have giving me the love and loyalty the idiots at the WTBTS have not!!

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It's all getting to me now...I let them back in my head, help

by discreetslave in

this was a big week for me.

i've been riding the momentum wave but now i feel like i'm washed up on the shore.

i let them back in my head.

Free!!

It is... we all go thru those moments, just think about the reasons why you started doubting, how a loving God would never back up an organization that ask people to disown their own and forget about them like they never existed... the elders can feel they got your attention and know you are struggling but you are stronger than this... is just the normal doubts because you mind was so programmed all of this info so engraved into your brain, it takes time and effort to get rid of it..

Remember how beautiful is to have a mind of your own... :)

102

Should I date her?

by Iamallcool in

i just met a lady that is just okay looking and she has a female relative that is a very hot celebrity.

i would love to meet her thru her.

am i that bad?

Free!!

Iamallcool.. I have been in this board for a little over a month, and i can tell.... you really, REALLY, REALLY need to stop smoking whatever you are smoking... is time to leave the imaginary friends behind!! xoxox

122

This convention blows

by Anony Mous in

seriously, half day in (already had an argument with the wife this morning about individuality in the organization in which she conceded that a lot of it is based on looks) and this is already getting on my nerves.

i'll post a rebuttal based on my annotations later in the week but one thing i got to get off my mind: saying the feminist movement (women going to work instead of staying home) and the diversity laws (allowing for homosexuality - but also religious freedom, racial discrimination etc.

) caused a lot of the problems in our world right from the stage.. there are less people here than last year - about 500 less..

Free!!

Godrulz... i do not mean any disrespect, but as a recently faded JW I can tell you for sure, your continuous preaching is NOT making me or any of us want to "find" Jesus/God.... we are coming from a place full of people just like you, what we need is SPACE... i admire your faith, good for you, but please please please keep it to yourself or let people go to you and ask you about it.... i am new in this forum, but you have kidnapped so many threads is to the point i dont even read your posts anymore, i just skip to threads where i know you are not commenting..

If you want to "save" some souls your approach is defitnely not the best... "live and let others live"

33

There Goes My Wife. . . .

by southern.finesse in

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Free!!

Sorry to hear about your wife... i saw so many marriages torn apart because the husbands were "unbelievers" and even the minimum try to make the wives "think" was looked at as persecution.... you can be at last content with the fact that you tried and you gave her the tools to make an inform decision, but at this time she cannot see beyond what they tell her... i hope you get through this quickly and find happiness somewhere else...

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Diane Sawyer interviews Jaycee Dugard 7/10/11, ABC 2-hr. Special, 9PM EST: Jaycee was kidnapped by Garridos, supposedly one-time JWs

by AndersonsInfo in

preview: http://abcnews.go.com/us/jaycee_dugard .

diane interviews jaycee.

chris como tracks the police investigation.. authorites called at garrido home 60 times and didn't find jaycee in back yard..

Free!!

I was watching the special until about 3 minutes ago... to see how perverted and twisted the minds of the Garrido's are is just shocking!!

This man manipulated Nancy Garrido to the extent she would go to the park with him to take video of little kids to satisfy his urges!!! GROSSS.... one thing that kept coming to my mind was that after all, as a dub her life was so deprived and all of her natural sexual desires were repressed, is not hard for someone completly repressed and afraid of life to fall for someone like Garrido... I am not excusing her at all, she deserves each one of the 34+ years she got and a little more, but a spring comes to mind, someone (the borg) holds it (the spring) so tight in its hand than when its released (to the real world) it flies all over the place... hence, all of this rapist, child molesters, druggies who are ex JW-dubs.....

What do u think?